living real life got my heart running cold... been running cold now body turned to stone. body turn to stone I was bred for this shit. bred for this shit... probably never gonna quit..if u really wanna trip u can get delt with. face start sweating and they looking like a bitch. I never fake shit man I been about this.. x2 wake up . the morning breath stank in jaws..think about my brother he sarounded by them walls.. ten years fed I understand the cause...but he got 4 left now I'm calling up my dog. calling up my dog on the phone need 5. you know I stay smoking celebrating I'm alive. use to have to pop a Xan or two just get by. now u probably see me rolling smoking down on 85..ain't never been checked but I know they wanna try..they wanna catch me slippin no chance to say goodbye...I've been a target I done seen both sides..ain't too many that can say they done died.. I just saw myself I ain't see no lights..but in the end was it worth dying for my pride..if I think about it now I should of lived a better life. the times I made my mom cry dying inside.. with a 9 cocked back looking in the mirror smiling...in my pocket big daddy cut g shit white..I talk that g shit cuz I done lived the fuckin life...the time you lived your one life I done lived twice..when u was pillow talking I done paid the fucking price...I was already trapping..i was already rappin....I done been addicted back before they thought it was a habit..I was serving coke feins when u was fucking nappin... built of pressure like rubber band snapping.. LIVING REAL LIFE GOT MY HEAR RUNNIN COLD...HEART RUNNIN COLD THAT BODY TURN TO STONE..BODY TURN TO STONE I WAS BRED FOR THIS SHIT..BRED FOR THIS SHIT PROBABLY NEVER GONNA QUIT.. NEVER GONNA QUIT YOU'LL PROBABLY GET DELT WITH...I NEVER FAKE SHIT MAN I BEEN ABOUT THIS.. facing 15 got my blood steady cooking.. first time in my life that I felt real shookin..sometimes I broke down I ain't care if they was looking... they ain't walked in my shoes and they probably couldn't fillem...seen my homie grab a cigarette before they fuckin killed him... yes I am a sinner no I'm not a saint just cuz I got alot of pain indented in my brain..and I got too many problems that done left a fucking stain..and I'll be Damned if ima put my fucking family through that pain.i been walking through the fire now I'm ready for the rain. 2 years in juvi writting those letters... mama steady praying that it's goin get better...I done got older found out my mom dying...now your son praying for you to stay alive..funny how that works..funny vise versa..I would rather give my life than see my mama in a Hurst.and i done put her though alot of B's and it fucking hurts. put it in a pot let it bubble let it burst...while I break the beat down with my Teflon words. if I live it I'm a speak it leave u leaking on the curb. pull you out your car you better hope you fuckin swerve. and I done been through too much shit for pussy bitches on my nerves.