outlandish shit

Outstandingly I spit outlandish shit Outrageously Im outraged at politics and governments, I'm barely conscious, no common sense,  I try to circumvent, try to walk in circumference around fucked up circumstance my pen is my freedom the only way I can vent I cannot quit, I'm stuck in this bullshit, if I retaliate then I'm finished, diminished, penniless or in prison, this drug sickness got me itching, I'm like a vicious creature caged in, wishing I had of listen in da preacher when he was preaching bout Jesus, to bad my attention was focussed on bitches, balls getting so big these britches ain't fitting, angels and demons meeting on my shoulder for a soul convention, more like a competition, I do do so much bullshit, that is seems the evil is winning, seems like when the devil is whispering your boy is always listening, he's insisting I can't be good, no innocence full of indescence, but when Jesus army is speaking, loud and clear and crystalline, for some reason I'm missing it, pessimistic little me, questioning my existence, evidence says I exist, scientist lie like atheist painstakingly I'm tired of giving a shit, mistakenly mother fuckers have, mistaken me, for an average human being, I guess luckily my existence, ainy depending, on what my opposition thinks, my purpose is full of worthiness, no feelings of worthlessness, no more, I'm feeling like I'm blessed, I wish this feeling was limitless, unfortunately positivity aintd simplistic. Or obviously we'd all be ecstatic, inevitably it's ALL too intricate, that's why we experiment, with chemicals and shit #randomthoughts