upbeat

Does this fool you the upbeat song and the upbeat beat I hope it does because I have to fake it all or else my music will take a massive fall I'm trying to be happy but just can't nothing has been working so I thought maybe if I were to make a song that sounds so upbeat then it would be accepted but it is not enough for the other people that's going thru some massive stuff maybe someone they know died maybe there girlfriend lied and actually did go out and fuck that guy you don't like I'm not fucking sure but I just hope things get better for you because I know it won't for me it'll never get better so are you listening to my plea at least my lyrics or are you bumping your head not knowing what I'm saying and ignoring all of this I wanted this to be upbeat so hopefully you aren't listening to me because that'll ruin it all for you if you knew it all oh shit just looked outside there a police all around my house oh shit I gotta go