trying to find a way

everyday trying to find a way to live my life never had a way to live my life in my mind trying to live up always think about other people never thought about my life but now I thought what I got outside Lord help me please trying to find the past trying to find the love for nothing but because I'm not trying to die trying to survive and for the man just living life everyday one step back at that time every day I look back of the days that I didn't have every day that dude nothing I'm just trying to live do the dudes everyday trying to play the way everybody trying to get away everybody trying to play the pain everybody trying to pay for pain and beat it baby weight never had pay the day never say the hell sake never had the devil trying to play the dead but you don't know what I got to think everything he knows I got to believe you everyday God loves me too and he knows I'm the chosen one woman f****** dick struggling in the dark trying to f****** place never had another dick every day I had was struck on my left and never had a safe m************ want to play everyone to say mother never had a garden but instead of navigation okay