Going through some things

I aint talked to my daughter in a couple of months she called me by my first name and that hurt me so much said I wasn't a good father and that broke me down cause since she came out the womb I been hanging around went to all her plays school events birthday parties all of that taught her right from wrong when she didnt know how to act gave her all the love that I had bottled inside the bond the bond that we used to share it could never be denied I lost my granny last year November 2025 she one that raised me and helped me thrive the first big funeral I ever attended for my own family member but I didnt cry til It ended I kept a smile on my face and made everybody laugh I had to keep the peace on my grannys behalf I just wanna say I miss you were here your birthday coming up man I wish you were but its kool ill see when I come through the gate but I aint in no hurry granny I believe I can wait gotta laugh to keep from crying granny now you flying i misss you I miss