Hope The Same
Today my religious delusions came to an end. Sometime ago I was taking CBT for psychosis group sessions. One black girl shared something with us. That she opened up to read the holy Quran and after the first page Allah the God of Muslims started talking to her. I on the other side read the entire Ramcharitmanas to the idol of Lord Shiva. Over 1300 in just 4 days I completed. I also included the idol of Lord Hanuman. Because he likes to listen to the Ramcharitmanas as well. Both the black girl and I are a diagnosed schizophrenic. So for both of us it is a religious delusion. She read just one page and I read over 1300 pages. I was able to keep my schizophrenia religious delusions seeming real for a long time and somehow I still am. But I’m no more attached. I hope the same for the black girl.
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Today my religious delusions came to an end. Sometime ago I was taking CBT for psychosis group sessions. One black girl shared something with us. That she opened up to read the holy Quran and after the first page Allah the God of Muslims started talking to her. I on the other side read the entire Ramcharitmanas to the idol of Lord Shiva. Over 1300 in just 4 days I completed. I also included the idol of Lord Hanuman. Because he likes to listen to the Ramcharitmanas as well. Both the black girl and I are a diagnosed schizophrenic. So for both of us it is a religious delusion. She read just one page and I read over 1300 pages. I was able to keep my schizophrenia religious delusions seeming real for a long time and somehow I still am. But I’m no more attached. I hope the same for the black girl.