Where Do I Go Now?

-Lyrics- [VERSE] Drowning in the bottle, full of sorrow and the pain, Walking like a cliche in the cold and heavy rain, Broke another promise, now it's burning in my brain, Reached another level, but there's nothing left to gain. ​Standing in the ashes, holding back a broken heart, Chasing every fix, yeah, I was reckless from the start, Tore down all the bridges, tore my family apart, Looking at the canvas, but I ruined all my art. ​Wandering in circles, looking like I'm fully lost, Feel like I'm rotting, stuck rotten on the ground like moss, Stepping across every line, ignoring what I'd cop, A lot of boundaries crossed— I tell myself: "Jesse, ya need to stop!" ​Picking up the wreckage from the voices in my head, Walking through the heartache where my lonely footsteps tread, Paying for the damage that my actions have gone and spread, Living with the choices that are hanging by a thread. ​Wasted on the substances, I tried to run and hide, Swallowed all the poison just to numb the grief inside, Thought I won the victory, but traded all my pride, Drifting down the river on a desperate, vicious tide. ​Surrounded by the charlatans everywhere I go, Knotting up a rope while my demons start to grow, Staring in the mirror at a ghost I used to know, Waiting for the madness to deliver one last blow. ​Lost inside the torment where my sanity has drowned, Looking for some answers while I'm sinking in the ground, Fighting with the memories that are circling around, Searching for a purpose that I never really found. ​I'm suffocating slowly, like my lungs are shutting down, I'm screaming absent sound because there's no one else around, I'm paralyzed and broken with my face against the ground, I'm left with nothing left to lose... so where do I go now? Where do I go now? Tell me... Where do I go now?.. #Lekture #Ausrap #Aushiphop #Atheist #Anarchy #Cutthroat #Darkrap #Darkhiphop #Darkausrap #Darkaushiphop #Deathrap #Debauchery #Drugs #Gritty #Gutterrap #Gore #Killer #Murder #Morbid #Scummy #Scumbag #WheredoIgonow @rapfame_official @rapfamelive @rapfame_ar_team