Three Days
My final suicide attempt. As a diagnosed schizophrenia patient. I had acted like that previously as well. But this time the most hardest. Tylenol 4 with 60 milligrams of codeine in one tablet. I popped around 40 tablets. I was in complete peace described by Jagad Guru Shri Kripalu Ji Maharaj. Where no sound, touch, smell, taste or vision could wake me up. I was in coma for 3 days in total. If I didn’t pick up. I would have lost my life right that second. The nurses with my mom shouted my name and suddenly I responded. But after I woke up what I experienced was totally different from my mom’s version. I wonder what really happened. My auditory hallucinations are saying I’m still in my mind living in coma and the day I die I’ll actually wake up.
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My final suicide attempt. As a diagnosed schizophrenia patient. I had acted like that previously as well. But this time the most hardest. Tylenol 4 with 60 milligrams of codeine in one tablet. I popped around 40 tablets. I was in complete peace described by Jagad Guru Shri Kripalu Ji Maharaj. Where no sound, touch, smell, taste or vision could wake me up. I was in coma for 3 days in total. If I didn’t pick up. I would have lost my life right that second. The nurses with my mom shouted my name and suddenly I responded. But after I woke up what I experienced was totally different from my mom’s version. I wonder what really happened. My auditory hallucinations are saying I’m still in my mind living in coma and the day I die I’ll actually wake up.