woke up today with that same damn pressure,

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woke up today with that same damn pressure, like somebody sittin’ on my chest tryna measure how much a mother can take before she breaks. But I don’t break. I bend, then I snap back and shake. My boy… this distance feel like a sentence I ain’t serve, like life threw a punch I ain’t deserve. I walk past your door like it’s taped off crime, memories outlined, frozen in time.Your jacket still hangin’ like it’s waitin’ on you, your shoes by the mat like they know what to do. I miss you like the block miss the ones that bled, like the hood miss the real ones that the young ones never met miss you like the hood miss the ones that ain’t return, like the streets miss the soldiers they watched burn. You my blood, my fight, my whole damn reason, and I’ll stand in the storm even when it’s out of season.This pain don’t whisper — it growls in my head I bend, then I snap back and shake .My boy… this distance feel like a sentence I ain’t serve, like life threw a punch I ain’t deserve. I walk past your door like it’s taped off crime, memories outlined, frozen in time.Your jacket still hangin’ like it’s waitin’ on you, your shoes by the mat like they know.I miss you like the hood miss the ones that ain’t return, like the streets miss the soldiers they watched burn. Paint stains on my knuckles, but the hustle’s the mind. I stitch the pain into power, make the struggle align Life cut deep, but I’m built to never kneel. Storms hit heavy, but I still stay real, I rise from the wreck with a fire they can’t kill. Long nights, cold fights, but I stand on my name, Pressure made diamonds, I ain’t folding from flame. I walk with the weight but I carry the claim, I’m the hero to my son, so I can’t play tame. If the world goes dark , I spark my own light, If the path gets rough, I carve my own right. I’m built from the bruises, the scars, the night — I’m the mother they fear when I step in sight. I got a concrete bite heartbeat made of steel, Life cut deep , but I’m built to never kneel. Storms hit heavy , but I still stay real, I rise from the wreck with a fire they can’t kill. I My boy… when you gone, this house feel haunted, every wall talk back with your smile on it .I walk past your room like it’s crime scene tape, memories chalked out , can’t escape. Your hoodie on the chai r, dust on your game, I stare at that controller like it’s holdin’ your name .I miss you like the block miss the ones that bled, like the hood miss the real ones they never gone be dead You my heartbeat, my reason I don’t fold, I’d burn this whole world just to bring you home.They don’t know what a mother hold inside, smile on the face, but the soul just died. I’m screamin’ in silence , fists to the sky, askin’ God why good kids gotta walk that line.If pain was a person , it’d live in my chest, rent free, lights on, never rest. I’m fightin’ these nights like they owe me somethin’, ’cause every dark hour got your name still thumpin’.Listen—thumping threw the walls I’m that blade when they push you to the grave. You ain’t just my son, you my war, my prayer, and I’ll stand in front of hell if it means you spared.So ’til I feel your arms lock back in mine, I’m loadin’ every tear like a bullet in time. My boy… this pain don’t clock out, but I don’t either. I miss you woke up today with that same damn pressure, like somebody sittin’ on my chest tryna measure how much a mother can take before she breaks. But I don’t break. I bend, then I snap back and shake.My boy… this distance feel like a sentence I ain’t serve, like life threw a punch I ain’t deserve. I walk past your door like it’s taped off crime, memories outlined, frozen in time.Your jacket still hangin’ like it’s waitin’ on you, your shoes by the mat like they know what to do. I swear the air in this house got your voice in it, and every quiet minute feel like a whole damn minute.I miss you like the hood miss the ones that ain’t return, like the streets miss the soldiers they watched burn. You my blood, my fight, my whole damn reason, and I’ll stand in the storm even when it’s out of season.This pain don’t whisper — it growls in my ear, tellin’ me to fold, tellin’ me to fear. But I don’t fear nothin’ that bleeds like me, and I don’t fold for nothin’ that breathes like me.Listen— I’m the wall when the world wanna cave, I’m the blade when they push you to the grave. I’m the mother that stands in front of the fire, I’m the one that turns hurt into somethin’ higher.So ’til your footsteps hit this floor again, I’m loadin’ every tear like a round in the pen. My boy… this hurt got teeth, but I bite back harder. I miss you heavy— and I love you meaner. My boy… you ain’t gone, but the distance feqel long, and I talk to your shadow like it’s you stayin’ strong.Every corner of this house got a memory bleedin’, your laugh in the walls, your shoes by the door, still breathin’. I’m holdin’ on, even when the nights get cold, ’cause a mother don’t fold, even when the story gets told.I miss you like the block miss the summer heat, like the old heads miss the ones they lost in the street. You my hero, my heartbeat, my reason to fight, and I pray your name heavy in the sky every night.If pain had a soundtrack, it’d sound like this, a slow beat, deep bass, and a mother’s wish. I ain’t breakin’, I ain’t shakin’, I’m standin’ tall for you, ’cause every mile between us still feels like two.But hear me— I’m right here, boy, even when life get loud, even when the world try to bury you under a cloud. You ain’t alone. You ain’t lost. You ain’t faded from me. I’m your anchor, your fire, your whole damn family.So until you walk back through that door, I’ll keep your name in my chest like a war I was born I move like a shadow in the heat of the grind, Paint stains on my knuckles, but the hustle’s the mind. Every setback hit me hard, but I never recline, I stitch the pain into power, make the struggle align. I got a concrete pulse, heartbeat made of steel, Life cut deep, but I’m built to never kneel. Storms hit heavy, but I still stay real, I rise from the wreck with a fire they can’t kill.Verse 2 vvvvvvvvvvvvv3rvvvvvvv4vfvvvvvvvfvvgv3vvvvvvv3rvvvvrvvgvvvvfvvvvvvv2vv4vvvv3v2vv4vrrevery vvvvvvv4vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv3vvvvv3vv3vvvvv3vvvvv2v4vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv4vvvvvvv3vv g ggrrttt te rr676 te Long nights, cold fights, but I stand on damy name, Pressure made diamonds, I ain’t folding from flame. I walk with the weight but I carry the claim, I’m the hero to my son, so I can’t play tame.Bridge If the world goes dark, I spark my own light, If the path gets rough, I carve my own right. I’m built from the bruises, the scars, the night — I’m the storm they fear when I step in sight.Hook (repeat) I got a concrete pulse, heartbeat made of steel, Life cut deep, but I’m built to never kneel. Storms hit heavy, but I still stay real, I rise from the wreck with a fire they can’t kill.If you want a harder version, a colder version, or something more personal, tell me the vibe and I’ll flip it. Pressure on my chest but I breathe through the smoke, World tried to bend me, but I never went broke. I move with a purpose, every step is provoked, If you threaten my peace, then the line gets revoked. I don’t chase war, but I stand on it, If you bring heat, I withstand on it. I protect mine, every plan on it, Cross that line, I expand on it I ain’t looking for beef, but I’m built for the clash, Life taught me early how to rise from the ash. I guard what I love, keep my loyalty stashed, If you come for my circle, then the áthunder might flash.Bridge I walk with a fire that they can’t extinguish, Strength in my bones, every scar speaks English. daI don’t start fights, but I finish the anguish — I’m forged from the nights where the weak diminish. I don’t chase war, but I stand on it, If you bring heat, I withstand on it. I protect mine, every plan on it, Cross that line, I expand on it word

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