Dear god

Dear god I know you hear me in the past I wasn’t sure what to do or say I was so confused and they liked me that way I connect with you daily mediate leaving room in between my thoughts so I can hear you I did what you said and walked my own path lonely but I see clearly it was so I could hear you yeah it was painful and I’m sharing my story one for the books they thought I was thru nah we just getting scary there was heaviness on my chest everytime I tried to rest the rat race is a lie they don’t want you to slow down and regulate people to busy on TikTok to create instant dopamine hit I know what it’s like to be an addict grateful you showed me grace and I never got caught up or laced never did heavy drugs but I see angels in the phyc ward they tried to call me crazy to if you only knew proper’s are true and still here end of time is near or maybe it’s already done so thank you god for not letting them get the best of me some say I grew stronger now got big dick energy I’m gorgeous now inside and out heart leading the way fuck what haters gotta say say it can’t be done but my god comes thru everytime for me I want it I got it no limits