This Don't just Go Away (2026)

this don't just go away am I bless or curse maybe just both why so much things keep happening to me maybe it will define who i really am and what is ment for me help me grow to understand something I really need to know it takes time when I'm blind to see open my eyes and my heart so I can really see who meant for me and who really against me my friends and family always ask where i be i been protecting my soul deeply demons hunting after me to sin again I refuse to let bad things around destroy the good in me and what God plan this isn't the end im not in charge of no one else i still can't sleep after twelve I haven't been feeling like myself when will I heal only time will tell I'm still broken people around didnt really treat me well even my own family let me down left me to figure it out and I did we supposed to be a tribe always be by each other side never divide not grow up after 21 then bye where did my family go i ask every night why I never wanted to let go but apart of me had to die the one person I really need gave me great advice and I love to see and watching over me is in the sky i cant see no more or hug that was the only important thing to me now its destroying me to know what to expect and how to be prepared for any bad things if I fail in life that's on me i gotta clear my thoughts and hope for the best why everyday is a test everyday there is always something to learn this don't just go away it's always on my mind its always me who I got to find after i get lost again or fall into a trap the devil hates when im back father god got our backs and i realized what's real and who not and no it doesn't matter what everyone gots and don't worry about what we lost just saying people better realized I'm god chosen one be careful who you talk about and cross nothing can destroy God plans he got his hands on me i want to break all the bad chains around me to be free and live how I want to be. why am I feeling bad3A for being me maybe because who i have around me i had to see these things clearly just didn't feel right to me so I step up and push back this is my life I work hard for it wasn't easy or free forget my pass I got up because I can but i look in the mirror every night and remind myself who it all for the ones looking up to me my kids and god please save me when I cant find my way all my life i had to obey when things get hard i stay not run away I'm stock I'm still here today if i may im still struggling with my weight I accept who i am not hiding I'm just constrate to behave it feel like I did not accomplish anything after all who I save after all the decation I gave cant follow me im on my own pace saying things behind back wish you'll say it to my face never test my faith not everyone i can save my whole life i had to be brave until it's safe I do not need need everybody sometimes i just need space i do it in my ways problem and pain coming in like waves i barely got my head above water to the government we smaller because they larger I can't even trust these doctors they ant helping us just making it worse I sit and observe since birth i think what I really worth why we make a news report only when bad things occur