guess I'm not lucky
Look at me... No, really look at me. I burnt my whole damn world down just to keep you warm. Left my own blood at thirty-five because I felt like a ghost, Only to let you turn me into a ghost all over again. *Yeah... listen to me.* Six months I kept the door locked tight, Six months I held my peace in the dark of the night. Then I softened up, let you back in my bed, And you fell right back to the bullshit you said. You thought my open door was a lifetime contract, Thought no matter how you hurt me, I’d never react. I bent my own rules, overstepped my own lines, Broke my own heart just to satisfy your mind. I catered, I hosted, made you feel like a king, While you took every piece of what a real woman brings. I cut off the world, ignored every call, Made you my priority, gave you my all. And while I was bleeding, while my body was torn, Dealing with the trauma of a child unborn... You were chasing random females, running the street, Ignoring my cries, putting distance on your feet. I left my apartment door open for days, Waiting on a man trapped in selfish ways. *So I’m taking my breath back, taking my air,* *You left me in the dark, but I won’t stay there.* *You think I’m gonna fade, think I’m gonna break,* *How much do you think a good soul can take?* *My body’s been hurting, my voice was ignored,* *But I am not a burden you can just afford to board.* *I’m breathing... yeah, I’m breathing through the pain.* *I’m standing right up in the middle of your rain.* Do you remember my pink nails tracing your skin? How I kept silent about the shape I was in? I put on a strong face so you’d feel like a man, While I was fighting for my life, barely able to stand. You know my health struggles, you know what I face, Yet you treat my pain like a total disgrace. You walk past my door knowing I’m right inside,I rose from the ashes, but the fire's still alive, Burnt bridges in my past just to keep your dreams alive. Heart heavy like a stone, feel the weight of my regret, Lost my soul in the flames, now I’m trying to forget. Felt like a phantom, shadows dancing in my mind, Searching for the light, but I'm trapped in what I find. Pouring out my feelings like a river of despair, Every drop a memory, every thought a silent prayer. I gave you all my pieces, left my heart on the floor, Now I'm haunted by the echoes of the love I can't restore. No reflection in the mirror, just a ghost of who I was, Chasing after shadows, never knowing what it does. Look at me, see the scars that I wear like a crown, Built you a kingdom, but it crumbled, now I drown. Thought I’d find redemption in the flames that I ignite, But I’m just a flicker fading, lost in endless night. or
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Look at me... No, really look at me. I burnt my whole damn world down just to keep you warm. Left my own blood at thirty-five because I felt like a ghost, Only to let you turn me into a ghost all over again. *Yeah... listen to me.* Six months I kept the door locked tight, Six months I held my peace in the dark of the night. Then I softened up, let you back in my bed, And you fell right back to the bullshit you said. You thought my open door was a lifetime contract, Thought no matter how you hurt me, I’d never react. I bent my own rules, overstepped my own lines, Broke my own heart just to satisfy your mind. I catered, I hosted, made you feel like a king, While you took every piece of what a real woman brings. I cut off the world, ignored every call, Made you my priority, gave you my all. And while I was bleeding, while my body was torn, Dealing with the trauma of a child unborn... You were chasing random females, running the street, Ignoring my cries, putting distance on your feet. I left my apartment door open for days, Waiting on a man trapped in selfish ways. *So I’m taking my breath back, taking my air,* *You left me in the dark, but I won’t stay there.* *You think I’m gonna fade, think I’m gonna break,* *How much do you think a good soul can take?* *My body’s been hurting, my voice was ignored,* *But I am not a burden you can just afford to board.* *I’m breathing... yeah, I’m breathing through the pain.* *I’m standing right up in the middle of your rain.* Do you remember my pink nails tracing your skin? How I kept silent about the shape I was in? I put on a strong face so you’d feel like a man, While I was fighting for my life, barely able to stand. You know my health struggles, you know what I face, Yet you treat my pain like a total disgrace. You walk past my door knowing I’m right inside,I rose from the ashes, but the fire's still alive, Burnt bridges in my past just to keep your dreams alive. Heart heavy like a stone, feel the weight of my regret, Lost my soul in the flames, now I’m trying to forget. Felt like a phantom, shadows dancing in my mind, Searching for the light, but I'm trapped in what I find. Pouring out my feelings like a river of despair, Every drop a memory, every thought a silent prayer. I gave you all my pieces, left my heart on the floor, Now I'm haunted by the echoes of the love I can't restore. No reflection in the mirror, just a ghost of who I was, Chasing after shadows, never knowing what it does. Look at me, see the scars that I wear like a crown, Built you a kingdom, but it crumbled, now I drown. Thought I’d find redemption in the flames that I ignite, But I’m just a flicker fading, lost in endless night. or
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