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I Live By [BRAKETZ] Always crushing on girls I don’t like, that’s how I live With my family just having fights, that’s how I live Always thinking bout girls I don’t want, that’s how I live Girls the word that feels like an f bomb, that’s how I live Romance done got me bad too many times to make it reality I fool myself to love someone, so I can dream about getting it I wake up, I don’t like her, it wasn’t real Bored, up in the pantry for a meal, that’s how I live Been hurt by the girls, I ain’t beefing with the kind I ain’t sexist, but the girls done messed me up too many times Fake violence, shootout in my heart, I’m dying Fight with my fam, fake a love, that’s how I live Woah, this doesn’t feel real Wake up, I just wanted to feel Okay with love, I don’t even like that chick when I wake up Always crushing on girls I don’t like, that’s how I live With my family just having fights, that’s how I live Always thinking bout girls I don’t want, that’s how I live Girls the word that feels like an f bomb, that’s how I live Only girl I can trust is my mama Everybody else, get out my home Right when I feel okay, I wake up, great timing I don’t have no interest in that girl, that’s how I live I love life, life hates me, I loved love, now love hates me Sick of love and all the hating, out of bed, same living It’s crazy Thin line stuff, mess around, take your head off I ain’t gon do that, I’m way too soft I try to seem hard, but that’s only sometimes Bullying got a permanent mark on my mind and life Bullying on me started after heartbreak and partial depression What’s the timing? I’m only 10 and this happened Goddamn, that’s how I live Disorders put a anvil on some stuff, don’t make it better Rap is my one real skill for easy cheddar Unfinished songs, My Rules, The System, The Letter You got red rock money, I want mine to be redder My heart is partly severed forever Always crushing on girls I don’t like, that’s how I live With my family just having fights, that’s how I live Always thinking bout girls I don’t want, that’s how I live Girls the word that feels like an f bomb, that’s how I live