Proud Dots

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Im surly a no good husband nor brother, son or friend i done did my best at least i feel i have although nobodys ever had my back to think so and thats where I land ive got no motivation considering no credits been given only complaints and hopes of a better vision so shut up an pay attention because im not here to just listen I need some love some credit and somebody to hug me and let me know im not alone in this big world all alone and so very scared I need to figure a way to care but my hearts just not here an minds not so clear I feel so outta place here so very scared Fires out no doubt these words need to learn respect right now cant seemily get myself off the ground always sitting alone like now cant say im too damn proud looking at these days passing by without a single thought to how im pretty sure its lost my mind so ive got no thoughts to think out loud so it'll never be found anxiety comes with a crouds if I ever was to rob you id be dressed as a clown so very stealthy not a single sound but my conscience is way too clean for that now never would I ruin that beautiful style an if they said they did then theyd be one big fat lier so deny verbs skipping out for the chance to listen an learn but now I must fly away like a bird so so so so lonely creating these lyrics from the experience that life thought was so hilarious to put on my wishlist as if I need this shit but I wont quit no dont flip this script more time for me to fix these dips at least make an effortless attempt so leave those negative thoughts to yourself bitch Blinded by the realities this lifes causing us all to bleed in or out of greed just take a little peak an see the dangers that continue following falling from the sky from loss of wings might just find out what the other side brings hoping it fofills all of these unknowingly dreams flippin switchin teams no more waisted energy just let it breath to breed something much better than what he brings to the seen making me wanna scream but all I let out is a dry heave always been the black sheep no love nor loyalty is given for free or permanently wishing I wasnt so weak although inside I contain this created beast doing my best not to unleash but my souls feeling have been put to sleep so no conscience to care when they all scream from the ways theyve been trick or treating me making me so mean I never wanted to be that guy so all I wanna do now is run off an hide in the night they might just call that a crime so go an polish that shine making it sparkle as I one of a kind skipping the drama an nonsense coming in through the vines chop them down an burn them for its a very chilly night very next day had to take flight forever in my minds third eye lucky I aint blind just keep leaving my ego an self wealth behind now so lost i must find needing them to be alright so damn empty an alone inside without this kinda might I have no powers to summons up some time so I just let time pass m e on by

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