ima realyy stick im a daze

ima realyy stick im a daze naw fuck that inxant handle it mo more im ready tored of sitiong around wondering wtf im i doing why aint i getting lockked away in room,siting alone reminicung but past bs when i should realyy be the pursuing the dream of the way of life i know it to be addiiction be a bitch just all them hoes i used know only stuck around do get dicked down and and be welll.= drugs ran out im sober as gopher still my bees where right here wit me but guess that b how b one nest to the next, she moved still cant let that queen go been trying expell the hell thats become to be indefintly never picking fetty again that shit be toxic i mean i kust lost 7 yrs no turning back down the drain barely feel my brain.= sooner then later youll never be able the hell i once realmed heart on my sleves and only sticking to 2what i do and that ME !