I feel high

why do I feel so high its not so intergalactic I try to finish my practise, all over panic dynamics, look at me I'm fantastic, I chose to live life through plastic, hold back my memory magic, all over fantasy fabric, but I'm so damn telepathic, now all this roucus and havoc, makes me breath through elastic, giveaway to make me feel classic, I'm just a hopeless romantic now there padlock on my door, cant ever escape, ill just be dropping to the floor to make me feel safe, Landmark on the wall, locate the destination, its all procrastination of my imagination, feeling all this hatred run through my core, imagine what I'd do, if I could explore every memory that I have, I will center all my gravity, I will protect my sanity, I'll break through the reality of my past you don't know what i could do with this clean mind, forget my pride I will leave it all behind, against the line i will myself of light, I'll try to fight, every demon in the night, keep them in my sights, you dont see me drowing this time, yet I won't lie I feel ive been under for some time, I feel like ive been numbered overtime, I am all dry out of help, ive been seeking to much doubt, seemingly pretended all you here is me forgetting everyone fleeing from the blessing