lie, cry and die

why would I need you to lie for me why would I need you to cry for me why would I need you to die for you how did i become so alone verse 1: made a promise, I said I dont wanna be so honest, I try to be so modest, but my artistrys rewared with some knowledge, took my profit out of pocket, the lines constant object, blind and exhausted, rewind the modern concept, unwinded and forgotten, be bonded with the fortune, hook line and sinker, projects been a burden, hurting with no pictured, I was built with no filter, shook fine and bitter, process is uncertain, Searching for the mixture, of the patch thats been deleted, repeated and defeated, hope that one day I could leave, open with the beaten, so why would i need you to lie, cry and die for me, take my pain away and take my pride away, say bye, fly and sigh for me, get high for me, reach the sky for me, hoping for sign that the sky will always try for me how did i become so alone, try to you on the telephone, but this is how it goes, all the lessons that I've learnt, every message that I've heard, all the constant reminders, telling me to follow suit with my imagination, I'm like a docter with no patients but why maybe im the patient