death to self suicide Christ consciousness

I am about to do a suicide I can’t let go of my pride I have been antagonized slang then patty cake pies white shooters buffalo wings at hooters my exes going out with pressure I can’t chill noo time for eliizure I reset my brain with H20 screw all them bitty bitty bits I am the masters champion was on tha block catching sales til i finally gave my sister my plug she can pay me when she get right on the first we are lucky for this rebirth my moms Mother Earth we got them choppers they nurfs for the kids turf