Feel lost feeliling so confused

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Feel lost feeliling so confused

Feel lost feeliling so confused Feelings dont know what to do Say i gotta pick and choose But i aint choosing you Dont wanna be nothing like you to Guess thats why my mind is screwed People that i love tha most Sayin im just like you to And damn that feelings sick Cause i will never turn my back on my kids And yea sometimes i wished i never turned out tha way that i did I guess that why youll never meet my kids Yea I do admit guess thats why i gotta tick From past mistakes and tha shit i did But i ai t worried about it i aint trippin fool One i call my daddy yea he raised me to Now it feels im failing everybody that i know These aint tha words that i chose Just tha words my mind spoke Now im lost lookin prayin for some hope Instead of lookin for a rope Now tha words cant come out Seeming like im choked This aint nothin that i was hoping or even thought about serachin Now its coming back and forth Smiles in ya face just to make a greater day Turn ya back and see that tha grey stay Shit really aint even tha same Really wish i neva even had ya name Feeling like a curse or am i cursed Praying god can make it work Puttin it in a scripture to see if it will work Even tho it hurts Long as it get my mind out tha works Puttin feelings first guess thats why my mind hurts If it wasnt for my family id be in a hearse Loyalty is first 3 women i love the most my daughters and the one who showed me earth Showed me life first Then my sister after her Adding 1 more to tha third Then tha 5th tha one that had my mother birthed Barbara to most but grandma to me first Damn loosing you it make my heart hurt here come tha water works I wish heaven was on earth just so i could see you first i sit and pray pray pray and pray but dont know if it works or hurts Not forgetting my daughters mother That one is like no other She just left me with a heart thats covered i could never love another. Now my feelings came uncovered Wieghts been lifted off its better then having em smothered First 3 then turned to 6 without mafia addin to tha back of it No ill neva give up ni ill neva call it quits Now my feelings over with im sick and tored of feeling like this shit Why i take another sip so i can forget why they sayin im a piece of shit I dont understand tha shit or atleast cam somebody come help me out with all this shit and i mean all of it every single piece of it

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Feel lost feeliling so confused Feelings dont know what to do Say i gotta pick and choose But i aint choosing you Dont wanna be nothing like you to Guess thats why my mind is screwed People that i love tha most Sayin im just like you to And damn that feelings sick Cause i will never turn my back on my kids And yea sometimes i wished i never turned out tha way that i did I guess that why youll never meet my kids Yea I do admit guess thats why i gotta tick From past mistakes and tha shit i did But i ai t worried about it i aint trippin fool One i call my daddy yea he raised me to Now it feels im failing everybody that i know These aint tha words that i chose Just tha words my mind spoke Now im lost lookin prayin for some hope Instead of lookin for a rope Now tha words cant come out Seeming like im choked This aint nothin that i was hoping or even thought about serachin Now its coming back and forth Smiles in ya face just to make a greater day Turn ya back and see that tha grey stay Shit really aint even tha same Really wish i neva even had ya name Feeling like a curse or am i cursed Praying god can make it work Puttin it in a scripture to see if it will work Even tho it hurts Long as it get my mind out tha works Puttin feelings first guess thats why my mind hurts If it wasnt for my family id be in a hearse Loyalty is first 3 women i love the most my daughters and the one who showed me earth Showed me life first Then my sister after her Adding 1 more to tha third Then tha 5th tha one that had my mother birthed Barbara to most but grandma to me first Damn loosing you it make my heart hurt here come tha water works I wish heaven was on earth just so i could see you first i sit and pray pray pray and pray but dont know if it works or hurts Not forgetting my daughters mother That one is like no other She just left me with a heart thats covered i could never love another. Now my feelings came uncovered Wieghts been lifted off its better then having em smothered First 3 then turned to 6 without mafia addin to tha back of it No ill neva give up ni ill neva call it quits Now my feelings over with im sick and tored of feeling like this shit Why i take another sip so i can forget why they sayin im a piece of shit I dont understand tha shit or atleast cam somebody come help me out with all this shit and i mean all of it every single piece of it

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