rehab after rehab

I relapsed right back in the rehab Seems like I always repeat that I need to sit back and see that This is ain’t the life for me Caught the brick off of the rebound I need to fasten seat belt I need to reach out and seek help This ain’t the life for me Relapse after relapse Rehab after rehab It’s a viscous cycle Will I ever taste freedom Swallowing my ego Maybe i will grow wings now Fly into the heavens where I can meet Jesus Rising like the phoenix Just to fall and break in pieces Praying to God that freed the slaves out of Egypt Working on my reflexes So I can dodge bullets Praying in the name of the Lord Making improvements