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Everyday i try to change my way of thinking Instead of sitting overthinking Thinking im at the brink about to sink Down to the bottom So deep you cant see 5 feet ahead of you Fuck the ship Fuck this shit Im at Wits end about to end my life I have nothing to live for anymore I couldnt care less about a thing at all Up up and away Ive dug up my grave Ready to join the rest of the plague Fuck today Fuck tomorrow And Fuck every day after that Ive fucking had it Ive got no habit My habitat is Where the danger is Ive lived long enough Ive suffered all the pain in one day of a lifetime all in one go I hate myself I hate everything and everyone else Yeea we all make mistakes But dont forget The greatest mistake is Knowing the mistake you made in the first place Ive thought about it Over And over And over again Repeating Going around in circles Clouding my head Affecting my thoughts Ended up resenting my friends Pretending I'm alright And i really wasn't Hiding in denial Dont want anyone to know how i really feel Then they'd all be like Are you ok Do you need anything at all Day by day I'd never get a break Forever trying to escape this prison im in called life I dont know why we choose to live like this In my head Remembering again And i decided Im done So fucking done What the fuck did i do to deserve this Yeea The one thing that i thought was impossible Ended up being possible I don't know how I don't know why I tried my very best Yet Look at the outcome I was blessed with the most precious thing you could've imagined Yet somehow ive managed Ive made it this far So what would be the point in giving up Im really proud of myself Or at least i was Im blind to think i could ever have a normal life A Family Some actual Friends that care Not only there when they want something in return Im furious with the decisions im choosing at the moment Im doing some things i shouldn't be Yet i continue to fuck up my life More and more as time goes on I want places to go on the weekend With people that give a shit Legit How many people can you say are real anymore I would personally say fuck all Barely anyone at all Im pulling my hair out trying to change some things im choosing to do at the moment are just fucking insane Im literally going crazy Almost at breaking point About to make a point About to break the truth Leak it all over the news so everyone knows what's really going on They hide it quite well But if you know for sure you know They will surely come to your doorstep Light up the porch Yes Infact why don't i destroy the whole neighbourhood why I'm at it No neighbour is good anymore They all in it for themselves Fuck everyone they say Who wants to change that crap Put ya hands up if your a rough cookie
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Everyday i try to change my way of thinking Instead of sitting overthinking Thinking im at the brink about to sink Down to the bottom So deep you cant see 5 feet ahead of you Fuck the ship Fuck this shit Im at Wits end about to end my life I have nothing to live for anymore I couldnt care less about a thing at all Up up and away Ive dug up my grave Ready to join the rest of the plague Fuck today Fuck tomorrow And Fuck every day after that Ive fucking had it Ive got no habit My habitat is Where the danger is Ive lived long enough Ive suffered all the pain in one day of a lifetime all in one go I hate myself I hate everything and everyone else Yeea we all make mistakes But dont forget The greatest mistake is Knowing the mistake you made in the first place Ive thought about it Over And over And over again Repeating Going around in circles Clouding my head Affecting my thoughts Ended up resenting my friends Pretending I'm alright And i really wasn't Hiding in denial Dont want anyone to know how i really feel Then they'd all be like Are you ok Do you need anything at all Day by day I'd never get a break Forever trying to escape this prison im in called life I dont know why we choose to live like this In my head Remembering again And i decided Im done So fucking done What the fuck did i do to deserve this Yeea The one thing that i thought was impossible Ended up being possible I don't know how I don't know why I tried my very best Yet Look at the outcome I was blessed with the most precious thing you could've imagined Yet somehow ive managed Ive made it this far So what would be the point in giving up Im really proud of myself Or at least i was Im blind to think i could ever have a normal life A Family Some actual Friends that care Not only there when they want something in return Im furious with the decisions im choosing at the moment Im doing some things i shouldn't be Yet i continue to fuck up my life More and more as time goes on I want places to go on the weekend With people that give a shit Legit How many people can you say are real anymore I would personally say fuck all Barely anyone at all Im pulling my hair out trying to change some things im choosing to do at the moment are just fucking insane Im literally going crazy Almost at breaking point About to make a point About to break the truth Leak it all over the news so everyone knows what's really going on They hide it quite well But if you know for sure you know They will surely come to your doorstep Light up the porch Yes Infact why don't i destroy the whole neighbourhood why I'm at it No neighbour is good anymore They all in it for themselves Fuck everyone they say Who wants to change that crap Put ya hands up if your a rough cookie
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