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some timez the devils rejects are of heavens spawn's in opposite sides of opposition of number 5 star note books filed up to the perferated non torn out pages of grinding surviving thru hardest times trying to find why i kept on pushing forward surviving trying to not wind up starveing thriving not theiveing decending deeceding belive id be just of injustice amongst us and believing the higher power and trust he wouldnt miss lead or miss guiding none of others could just of justification or altercation believe in bunch of bull shit to beliven all they said to me but once again i only got re assurance to belive and hey as long as i am breathing bleeding means liveing but amongst us some of us aint of those variety some are angelic some demonic some gods im one of those the last ones i said specifc watching( my life crashing in abrubt alting and tears rollin down my face snot in cleanx balled up and bleeding from all my sores and nose but still never not one time not knows what the lord wanted was me to come home but whats the point in fighting strengthen meanss stressing and hard timing and alighing in placeing beas of aim for beast of burden is close enough to the old me but lord said idle hands means hands playing or getting dirty so every now then i come to return with dirt on my shoes and in my hair teeth gritting knuckles bleeding bitch to the world sorry for that i cant guarantee that bliss is ignorece the bliss is oain sorrow things that never forgotten pushed thru plenty of people who compare to rotten apples process of live isnt what i@t was now uglyaAaA picture hanging over mantels cartels just as much as president and or plural pearl ivory handles on the gun but still slamming long brown neck bottles trying to see any form of surgical survival