Strong Hit

For more than ten years I have been interacting with my auditory hallucinations. As a schizophrenia patient. Right from the start gangsters talked to me as my auditory hallucinations. Mostly they used derogatory language. After my spiritual journey ended on Diwali 2022 religious delusions joined my schizophrenia experience. I woke up daily to insults. Gangsters as my auditory hallucinations showed me a strong lack of respect. I’m a OG man. The past four years as gangsters showed me a strong lack of respect I kept gaining respect. By fighting back with religion. Every major religion. Mostly through the word of Lord Shiva the Ramcharitmanas. I’m not talking about little insults. The ones that prove my auditory hallucinations are demons. I’m going through a spiritual warfare. I won over a thousand spiritual battles within the past four years by standing up to massive insults by demons as my auditory hallucinations. I lived Ephesians 6:12 which was given to me inside a psych ward 7 years earlier. What I went through was simple. Earn respect of demon gangsters by using religious knowledge as defence. As my auditory hallucinations insulted me every time I proved them wrong I got a hit of profound euphoria. Scientific term will be delusions of grandeur.