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I don't regret what is but I can't let it be how can I ignore whats happening to me there's a desire deep inside I've held it long at bay this desire I've denied and prayed for it to go away a yearning within my heart for the touch of her hand it's been here from the start this was never part of the plan so I buried it down in my soul pretended like it wasn't me but that seed began to grow and now I don't know how to be I've become who I pushed away out of fear of the unknown now I'm afraid of the day when my secret becomes known my mind wants my man but my heart wants her. I can no longer live a lie we aren't what we were. I used to hold him close but now he's distant I can't be vulnerable enough to even share my spirit. stolen glances lost chances midnight romances chosen attraction caused circumstances insight clashes for years I've been passive now my problems bigger massive life goes by so fast in instantly quick flashes bodies reaction feminine attraction true satisfaction quiet interaction living in passion more than I can imagine it's my life time to take action I can't be afraid of another's reaction there's nothing worse than an emotionally distant companion will I be true to myself will it ever happen can I be an authentic version of who I actually am do I have to hide or do I set it aside live a life denied to many tears cried I'm trying to figure out who I am fantasy of her body is strong I can no longer be with a man it's feels to good to be wrong my body reacts with ease at the thought of being with her an insatiable need to please an unexplored pleasure the urge that yearns within is demanding my attention I want to be comfortable in my skin I'm in need of female connection in an instant my life can change blink once and nothing is the same what's the saying nothing ventured nothing gained? I can't live in shame how do I start? where do I begin to let the truth in. #truthtellers #heartfelt #release #rapfamecontest #2026 cover art by Olga Shvartsur

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