Losing My Humanity
(Intro) I used to feel everything... Now I just watch it disappear. (Verse 1) I used to care about the voices in the room Now I walk past pain like it's something I knew Every smile feels fake, every word feels cold I traded my heart just to survive this road I remember the person I was before Before the anger built a lock on the door Before I learned that trust comes with a price Before I turned my soul into a piece of ice I look in the mirror, don't recognize the face Same eyes, same body, but something's misplaced I lost little pieces every time I broke Now I'm surrounded by the ashes of hope (Chorus) I'm losing my humanity Becoming what I hated to be A shadow of the person I used to see A ghost with a heartbeat inside of me I'm losing my humanity But I still hear the old me screaming Trying to bring back the part of my soul That I left behind while I kept moving (Verse 2) I built a fortress out of anger and fear Made it impossible for anyone near I said I don't care, I said I'm alright But the silence gets louder every night I became the monster I tried to defeat Cold in my words, with no warmth underneath I won every battle, but what did I gain? A crown made of memories, a throne made of pain Maybe there's still something buried inside A piece of the person I left behind Maybe the heart that I thought was gone Was just waiting for me to turn it back on (Outro) I lost my way... But if I can feel the loss... Maybe I'm not completely gone.
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(Intro) I used to feel everything... Now I just watch it disappear. (Verse 1) I used to care about the voices in the room Now I walk past pain like it's something I knew Every smile feels fake, every word feels cold I traded my heart just to survive this road I remember the person I was before Before the anger built a lock on the door Before I learned that trust comes with a price Before I turned my soul into a piece of ice I look in the mirror, don't recognize the face Same eyes, same body, but something's misplaced I lost little pieces every time I broke Now I'm surrounded by the ashes of hope (Chorus) I'm losing my humanity Becoming what I hated to be A shadow of the person I used to see A ghost with a heartbeat inside of me I'm losing my humanity But I still hear the old me screaming Trying to bring back the part of my soul That I left behind while I kept moving (Verse 2) I built a fortress out of anger and fear Made it impossible for anyone near I said I don't care, I said I'm alright But the silence gets louder every night I became the monster I tried to defeat Cold in my words, with no warmth underneath I won every battle, but what did I gain? A crown made of memories, a throne made of pain Maybe there's still something buried inside A piece of the person I left behind Maybe the heart that I thought was gone Was just waiting for me to turn it back on (Outro) I lost my way... But if I can feel the loss... Maybe I'm not completely gone.