Lil Cope - Subconscious

I keep on a halo I'm blessed I got stuck with a God complex The doctors seeming perplexed I've seen you fail and succeed, what's next? Will I make it to the end or fail the test? All I truly wanted was some rest Done so many drugs that I'm possessed I got burnt by my ex over a text I used to believe in love I was obsessed Now it seems all I want to do is depress Fighting my subconscious is a real pest Praying I don't once again succumb to lust Though most girls nowadays full of pus You're too easy must be a succubus I froze my own heart, turned my soul to rust Then I prayed to God hoping for success All the healing I felt based on trust It took a lot of time but I'm not in a rush I still have addictions particularly cannabis Always feeling good and want another vice If you don't feel me don't fret I'm trying my best to be my best Running circles on this planet Really I'm running from what I can't stand I keep on a halo I'm blessed I got stuck with a God complex The doctors seeming perplexed I've seen you fail and succeed, what's next? Will I make it to the end or fail the test? All I truly wanted was some rest Done so many drugs that I'm possessed I got burnt by my ex over a text I used to believe in love I was obsessed Now it seems all I want to do is depress Fighting my subconscious is a real pest