Wrestling Resting

Ceiling fan spinning, staring up at the drywallMidnight hitting but my brain wants to fly tallBody wants to sleep but my spirit is awakeCounting up the moves and the choices that I makeGot me resting, but I'm wrestling with shadowsFloating down a river but I’m fighting in the rapidsEvery single whisper in the dark feels loudTrying to find a signal in a heavy grey cloud.(Chorus)Yeah, I’m laying in the sheets but I’m locked in a fightWrestling with thoughts in the middle of the nightBody paralyzed but my mind is on a runStuck inside the shadows just waiting for the sunYeah, resting but I'm wrestlingDeep breathing, stressingLooking for a blessingIn the middle of the night.(Verse 2)Anxiety is heavy, got its hands on my chestTelling me I'm failing when I'm trying for the bestPast mistakes calling like a phone on ringFuture looking blurry, I don't know what it'll bringTossing and I'm turning, flipping over the pillowMind is like a storm blowing hard through a willowGotta breathe in, gotta let the weight goFind a little peace in the steady tempo.(Outro)Just let it breathe.Let the thoughts fade out.No more wrestling.Time to rest now.Sun's coming up soon.Let it go.