Physical awareness, mind's a tangled web and i cant straighten it out while searching for the thread .

Physical awareness, mind's a tangled web and i cant straighten it out while searching for the thread . Mental clarity a mess, thoughts racing in my head. like im studying for a test. i still go all in and give it my best. Put my theories of you to the test, no doubt, just hoping for somthing different i have a history of not choosing the best. i made a mess I apologize in advance, just trying to break out of my armour i was to busy protecting my heart. The last few kinda ripped it apart. i Searching for the truth in a world full of lies, i had to cut my old tyes. change my whole life. i know it was wise . but no lie i miss the casino times. , I’m just trying to live a good life. driving to work watching every sunrise. Got my eyes on the prize, but the vision’s unclear, Navigating through the chaos trying to outlive my fear. but i cant stop thinking of her. Shes singing in my ear. Put my theories of you to the test, no doubt, just hoping for somthing different i have a history of not choosing the best . i made a mess I apologize in advance, just trying to break out of my armour i was to busy protecting my heart. The last few kinda ripped it apart. Late nights, deep thoughts, Caught between the wisdom and the hunger of the age im craving to find out i just wanna play hormones i got locked in a cage . but they want out to play i keep visioning her face. Put my theories of you to the test, no doubt, just hoping for somthing different i have a history of not choosing the best. I apologize in advance, just trying to break out of my armour i was to busy protecting my heart. The last few kinda ripped it apart. Trying to find a balance, a rhythm to my flow, With every line I spit, I’m letting my soul show. So, listen closely now, as I lay it all bare, In this journey of the mind, I’m still learning to care. come over here.