Oh Me, Oh My...

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"Oh me, Oh my." "Despite how often i would try." "Oh me, Oh my." ""Still id faulter and wonder why." "Oh me, Oh my." How could i allow myself to cry. Wondering how i might defy. All the mistakes and countless lies. "Oh me, oh my..." "Oh me, oh my........" Keep on pushing ahead, Despite all the bull shit spread. Stand up even if on a single leg. Ignore the hate spread, The things said. I'm lines crossed that only left more dread. Lifting ur chin, exposing ur neck. Letting them go in for the head. But pumping out ur chest, To let them know ur not dead and wont rest. Until u become the absolute best. The straight and narrow ud invest. qWith the timing uve got left. In order to becoming the next vs just the next best... Take a step, Prepare and prep. Never forget. To show care and pep. As stares with which u were met. Were the unaware needing to watch each step... And with that next step. Uve gained a talent thats been blessed. With entertaining and amazing thousands who were impressed. So when put to the test. Ud step, And never miss another step. Ud rep kindness until there wasnt any left. Kindness left for dead. And ud be better for urself and others who'd suggest. That u didn't do all u could, given back the same respect. Instead given disrespect. Given in retrospect. An indirect, Effect, That ive come now to expect. That i used to try to correct. But after doing so for so long, now i only neglect. And now im the subject of my own hell that ive tried my best to perfect, With no real success. Cause and effect. No wasted breath. No wait, no breath left. So choked to death by that stolen breath, Ya a winded theft. Chance to correct, But chooses to be a coward to his death. So i guess ill clean up this mess. Take a back step, And reapproch with a better set. Limit to the anger id let build up in depth. Filled with that and more regret. And bare that weight alone within this broken head... Enough said... Because with rise and power never slippin, This timing put into getting the right fittin, Has me self assured and never quittin, But aware and spurred into never submitting or dismissin, Hearing the ones telling me to be wary so that im never caught slippin. Ill tie my own laces so that im the only cause when it comes to me trippin... But on this thrown now where im sittin, I keep an ear to the ground and always listen. For the demons and foes that come and try to start rippin, The crown from this head that i wouldn't let anyone get a grippin. This chalice filled with malice that only i will be sippin. Has me off balance just like these scales ive been tippin. But ill level out and start equipping, A more resounding way to be givin, Back to those that gave me this kingdom and this thrown where ill still be sittin, Even after another comes ready to bare this crown that will never be fitting.... Of struggles and stress, doubts within depths, of other problems and regrets, that has me conflicting. Pains held in with pride and far too much conviction. Leading me towards the edge of another affliction. Its upsetting but im still never submitting. Unforgiven and still not ever forgetting. Ill use this anger and pain to push forward without ever quitting... Ive made up my mind. Ive treaded that line. I caught back up after i fell behind. I followed the signs. Now this catastrophe is all mine. Ive been tried at times, But ive still stayed kind. Ive been the hero making his climb. Pretending everything would be fine. As well as the mastermind, And the reasons for kindness to be left behind. Ive been the blind leading the blind. Ive fallen enough that these acars arent hard to find. I act like im tough, but the strength comes from this mind. Ive barely been enough, to leave all my mistakes behind. But i made it here and now im hoping ill find, The way on through to that checkered line. Finishing true, without impeding that time. Because ive made up my mind. Ill stay on my grind. Ill take the risks, but leave the rewards behind. Because when it comes to this, im definitely blind. And it only gets worse as u try being more kind... But ive made up my mind.... Ill choose now to shine..... Pains im heading towards, as im already soar from the scores of soars ive aquired by being the fighter welding this sword. Loud and proud, still going for more as im unwilling to be ignored. Finding out how to obtain and go for each and every reward. The one Confident and assured. While Dominant and underscored. Resilient and absorbed. Into these battles and wars. Keeping stock and keeping score. Of the constant w's ive gained and hav also restored. As i proceed towards this fame and continue reaching for more... Ya im willing, able, and sure. Ill maintain each gain as i continue reaching for more... Ill endore, Until i cant take anymore. Ill explore, New landscapes and stories, following new lore. And ill ensure, That i wipe this sleight clean of denial and other feelings so poor. And as i lie on the floor. Ill claw my way to this glory and serenity, teaching integrity and instantly, gaining more... Im not a killer, And ya ive killed this game then awoke the dead like michael jacksons thriller. Call me a god as long as im not the one whose the kneeler. Ill become both the house and the dealer. Ive hurt myself with helping others but keep doing it like a healer... Ive maintained a style and vinacular thats realer. Ive regained a strength and readiness that's put me atop of this pillar. Ive lost myself while finding my worth and taking the others as well like a stealer. I'm the one to hot too touch yet still the one whose chiller. Im the one whose lost touch with parts of himself that wont get a filler. kith kith

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