half dead but I’m still holding on

Half dead but I’m still holding on laughing but I’m crying on the inside (Verse 1) Half dead, but I’m still in the game, Heart heavy, but I’m smiling through the pain, Lost friends, yeah, they fade like the rain, Memories haunt me, but I’m stuck in this lane. Count my blessings while I’m counting these scars, Life’s a battle, but I’m reaching for the stars, Hustle hard, even when I’m feeling weak, Got a million thoughts, but I barely speak. (Verse 2) Laughing on the surface, but it’s tears in disguise, Wrestling with demons, got the fire in my eyes, Every step I take, yeah, I’m dodging the lies, Still I rise, even when the world denies. Half dead, but I’m grinding for the dream, Chasing shadows, but I’m still on my team, Pain in my chest, but I’m holding it tight, In this dark world, I’m still searching for light. (Verse 1) Half dead, but I’m still in the game, Got a smile on my face, but it’s hiding the pain. Laughing on the surface, but I’m breaking inside, Every joke’s a mask, yeah, I’m running to hide. Heart heavy, like a weight on my chest, Fighting through the dark, but I can’t get no rest. Every day’s a battle, but I’m holding my ground, In this circus of life, where the clowns wear a frown. (Verse 2) Staring at the mirror, see the cracks in the glass, Reflections of a warrior, but I’m fading fast. Friends say I’m fine, but they don’t see my scars, Living in the shadows, reaching out for the stars. Tears in the laughter, can’t let ‘em fall free, Cuz I’m half dead, but I’m still fighting me. Chasing all my demons, they don’t know who I am, But I’ll rise from the ashes, like a phoenix, I stand.