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wieght on my shoulder like a 1000 pound head under water feeling like im going to drown found myself getting dizzy on life's pmerry-go-round wheres the positive i need it to get off the ground first i let sleeping dogs lie learn to compromise swallow my pridut t goodbye cit ties o take my piece of the pie. funny how lifes bullshit seems to extract a heart of gold returning it pitch black cause it dnt matter where i be atv l0i attrack cool cats running with anakes laying with rats forcingme to wat h for traps cover my tracks kepp my head on a swivke watch my back cause the way these niggas jaws jack they will have you spending you life layimg on arack never that you wnever relish inthe fact that i let my rageforce meto react loose control attack dress thewhole city inblacck thank god i got a lil sense hense made me ignorethe hatin givi me more paitence with niggas that dont understand m so if it's understood why give an explination cause niggasbehattin so thank my.dpn for thstmaim his Darth hit me like a bullet train put a pause on some thangs hard tho explain way i play the game taught me how to refrain the way I entertain but again. and againaa and speed up us meeting again which is fact but I'm trying to change take my bid out the game with haters adding fuel to the flame especially after being blessed with a lifelong pain haters adding fuel to a flame7 stepping in my lane chilling I'm a lame about some things keep haters to egnite the flame live everyday like my last ause i dont know what tomorrow brings buried my brings but got tired of change so i some things got changed that brought a change heout pitch black but mow0 never that mow you gry rh number hater plaqua leav forced a change to get change c needed to maintain the cost to maintain makes me kkreatrangep the change csuse the chsnge sacrifices the finer things thsts when you changed doesnot add up to the change that tried to make me change but that change took hange needed to maintained the finer things that fn d truing to convince myself to change hut t change the thange it take to make things change is hard to maintaining balence between having the finer things to things finer things having me hoing back same challenge a life filled with the funw where niggas getting qued on an open flame wieght on my shoulder like a 1000 pound head under water feeling like im going to drown found myself getting dizzy on life's merry-go-round wheres the positive i need it to get off the ground trying too keep myeye back on the prize my vision blurry time dont waits for nooner is why im in hurry choice 1 just give up end of my story or 2 be the king i am and rise back to glo-² playing the hand i will i was dealt broke for so long i cant value my own wealth carring the war wounds from being whipped with lifes belt reling on my pride for help bandage the welp leaving a scar thats visually brandedin plain sight for eveyone to see three letters hot thays honest open with transparencey accepting responsibility then you bring out the ugly thinking its a game you laghing sayingbibam cappin then it dawned on you when i started snappun line you up then start smacking these niggas that be actin surprised like what happened to these attention seeking hard to acting niggas get caught lacking to late to be backtracking all the negative chatting thats impactinig my descision to start packing to go or start packing and making you niggas get low. enthusiasm thatsim lacking. in side constintly punishing jb since jr was taken ragebis all i see surprisingly i made it thru the penitentiary did 3 came home to the same place sifferent me wearin the many faces of a clown changed the things I do shit still turn around hut I refuse to let this back me down lil big daddy crashing thebboard f getting thr rebound backbin these streetvthanks with extended family if it wasnbfor tax the maples free key the argos andvtruniec u really dont know I i would be death has put a full court press d but coach steph started juan q and boody Rest in peacI e right now im thinking setflfishly expressing myself honestly um happy that yall resting peacefully butbi need you now to rescue me cause the tragedy has cut deep leavings scars on on my soul for all of eternity fueling the fire inside of me pulls me off my knee and rise to be the king i was meant to bei