GONE AWAY

I can say my days are better since you gone away you act like you arent even hurt baby girl I know that you're hurting worse im sorry that we turned out so cursed I really tried everything to make it work but you're ill, it would've just got worse but you still chose the demons that knock at your door while we fell harder than we have before and everytime I think of you I see the image of your eyes , looking into mine sometimes it still doesnt feel like we fell apart im so sorry that our love went dark I dont miss seeing your calls show up on my screen I dont miss the way you kiss I dont miss you wanting me it gets so hard to fight the dread I feel not from needing you but regretting i ever gave my time to you at 3am it hits me that this time its real I miss seeing your calls show up on my screen I miss the way you kiss I miss you wanting me It gets so hard to fight the dread I feel At 3am it hits me that this time it's real These walls are closing in, I can't breathe Every corner holds a memory of you and me I reach for my phone but you're not there Just empty notifications and the cold night air I miss the sound of laughter in your voice I miss the way you made me feel like I had a choice Now silence is the only song I know And I'm drowning in the undertow Your ghost is haunting every room I'm trapped inside this empty tomb I'd give anything to turn back time To when your heart was beating next to mine I hope you're good I hope you found that better someone that you said you would im so sorry I wont ever see the sunshine glowing off your beautiful green eyes looking back at me again youre still my best friend I wish you were in my arms and in my bed can you really say you dont feel the same? my days are longer since you've gone away. #heartbreak #sad #hopeful #upbeat #mournful #energetic