Lil Cope - No Amends

I can't sit here and pretend So many days passed no amends I was doing drugs before the trends They made me feel better than friends I pray to God take away this dread I'm always too far behind, too far ahead Maybe it's all in my head Could be a dream or I could be dead Still streets no matter what they said Welcome to my talk like Ted I'm a pothead like Ted Went over your- I can't sit here and pretend So many days passed no amends I was doing drugs before the trends They made me feel better than friends I pray to God take away this dread I'm always too far behind, too far ahead Maybe it's all in my head Maybe it's all in my head Went over your- Went over your head Don't care what they said I go super like saiyan Tell me you playing Tell me you lying and you snaking All this money that I'm making All this time that I'm wasting I just want to feel okay Money can't buy happiness is the saying I been tired of my lusting Tired and no relaxing Could be all the pressure I'm internalizing Looking for a doper meaning and I'm trying Thinking back to days my dopamine frying Trying to find the silver lining I give up before even- I always give up before trying That's why I gotta go harder Because even with all the struggle Even if life is hard We still persevere we still soar I can't sit here and pretend So many days passed no amends I was doing drugs before the trends They made me feel better than friends I pray to God take away this dread I'm always too far behind, too far ahead Maybe it's all in my head Maybe it's all in my head Went over your- Went over your head