i knew from the start

i knew from the start i fuck up and u were the one i lost im so broken up i no u felt that vibe but im fuck up and lost everything is my fault j new right from the start lexi keep fucking up my life im so sorry and said because i no we would of been like my grandparents love pushing 90 and still in love she was 19 and he was 21 they lived such a beautiful live 4 kids they all grew up and had amazing life i wish u would of came with the night when i ran into u that night iwish u new would of listened to me boo because i lreally love you until the end baby i wish u knew my feelings are so strong for u i no u were going thru some shit but i cant be away from you your my Bonnie and ill be your Clyde i should of listened to my heart but everyone was talking shit i dont give a fuck about nothing but laying here looking at u i hope u no i would never lie to u or make u cry my love for u is strong and true but was so complicated and sad fuck tge bitch im so in love with u i wish i would of told u the truth 20 years ago went so fast i dont want to spend a notlher min with out u your the one I wanted to marry i no y are myi soulmate boo when i look at u hope i never make a stupid move like that so i no its been s long time we can never be friends i dont want to spend a nother min without you i no we both mad stupid decisions all that time we lost i no u love me to ne to fuck everyone and everything no my heart is final reconttted with u ill never lie or steal your shit when u go out to smoke so baby let me rub your back and neck u feel that baby thats what ture love is when i kiss u on your lip and youe neck twitch and legs shake i promise baby your my soulmate so u ready to let me lovr u down so if u walk away im going to kim my self i no the feeling im feeling and i let it walk away a long time ago so baby come here let me hold and love u