This is suppose to be a happy best but I can’t lie as tears pour down my eyes what does it mean to be alive to feel shit
This is suppose to be a happy best but I can’t lie as tears pour down my eyes what does it mean to be alive to feel shit so deep last girl I had cheated on me cold and heartless is what they say but the world made me this way I got a voice and a choice and I’m free next person won’t catch me slipping not again learned my lesson fuck them I got a heart of gold but truth be told even tho I’m an old soul o already played this game won’t let you play me again so catch me catch me if you can running with the wind seeing in colors again never felt so free so if you my ex miss me peace I don’t wish you bad even how you did me but I broke those chains I’m free mental clarity is what I see clouds melt away I good luck now I took me the sun away I tried and tried and you know I did loyal to a fault left me feeling broken but I don’t play the vicim anymore I knew who you were but feel in love with your potential I’m not stupid girl nor blind but you left the best behind and now you can never come back making this pact with myself imma love me I don’t care if you cry where were you when I was crying in the floor lonely and begging for more I was a fool to believe you’d see this light inside of me good luck and peace now i fall asleep peacefully not worrying if you’re cheating trying to figure out your lies whole time I was true staying loyal to you wel guess it true can’t change you you played a good dude maybe I should be like you sleep around and not feel maybe I should tell ya mama too tell her how she raised a fool acting like you’re a good girl and I’m the villain I’ll be that and more turning dark I feel it in me numb and it’s scary Jesus help me I wanna feel again listening to my heart only causes pain I swear I’ll never love again
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This is suppose to be a happy best but I can’t lie as tears pour down my eyes what does it mean to be alive to feel shit so deep last girl I had cheated on me cold and heartless is what they say but the world made me this way I got a voice and a choice and I’m free next person won’t catch me slipping not again learned my lesson fuck them I got a heart of gold but truth be told even tho I’m an old soul o already played this game won’t let you play me again so catch me catch me if you can running with the wind seeing in colors again never felt so free so if you my ex miss me peace I don’t wish you bad even how you did me but I broke those chains I’m free mental clarity is what I see clouds melt away I good luck now I took me the sun away I tried and tried and you know I did loyal to a fault left me feeling broken but I don’t play the vicim anymore I knew who you were but feel in love with your potential I’m not stupid girl nor blind but you left the best behind and now you can never come back making this pact with myself imma love me I don’t care if you cry where were you when I was crying in the floor lonely and begging for more I was a fool to believe you’d see this light inside of me good luck and peace now i fall asleep peacefully not worrying if you’re cheating trying to figure out your lies whole time I was true staying loyal to you wel guess it true can’t change you you played a good dude maybe I should be like you sleep around and not feel maybe I should tell ya mama too tell her how she raised a fool acting like you’re a good girl and I’m the villain I’ll be that and more turning dark I feel it in me numb and it’s scary Jesus help me I wanna feel again listening to my heart only causes pain I swear I’ll never love again
baby you just described me before I rewired myself now I couldn't be happier unless I had you too xxx