just tryna

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Just tryna get back on my feet Just tryna Not lose my cool, hold my peace Just tryna Weed out snakes, slither on by me Just tryna Chill and shmoke some fucking weed Fresh out the psyche ward Peep my effort I put forth I’m tryna be the best I can So my kids don’t have to feel like I did I’ve struggled so long with my mental health 6 rehabs later, proud of myself Done tried out too many drugs on that shelf Just tryna Do better Not so hard on myself I seek relief from all the pain I’ve fucking felt Just tryna get back on my feet Just tryna Not lose my cool, hold my peace Just tryna Weed out snakes, slither on by me Just tryna chill and shmoke some fucking weed Throw it back Just a month ago I bout lost my mind I been searching Searching for a cause A meaning for my life Meaningful little gestures make me feel alright If you care you should show me Always worth the while Just to smile When I’m feeling lost like if I don’t sink ima drown no matter what I do can’t find no escape route Ima scream Ima shout Anxiety Feel down and out I’m just tryna be positive Best wisdom that I found Fuck the rest Never stress Don’t give in to feeling depressed Voices pop Corning my brain Fuck I wish they’d fade away Feeling crazy Feel insane Haldol shots to calm my brain Schizoaffective I’m healthy but my mind is fucking sick Discouraged I can’t even lie I’m scared to fail Failed many times Ease my mind A Calmer life the goal that make me daily strive just wanna be me Best I can One day I’ll earn a peaceful life Till then keep telling myself I’m alright

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22 days ago

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