Look,
Look, You ever love somebody so much you'd bleed just to keep 'em alive? Then wake up one morning and barely recognise your own life? That's where I'm at, staring at a mirror asking who's that, carrying the weight of a new fact. Used to tell me I was home, tell me I was your safe place, Now my name tastes different every time it's said in your space, And I'm pacing, replaying conversations in my head, Trying to find the exact moment that the love between us bled. now im out my bed at 4 in the morning wishing I was dead See, I would've crossed oceans just to watch you smile once, Now I'm drowning in emotions while you're acting like I'm someone I wasn't, Maybe I missed the signs, maybe I was too blind to see, That the person I was fighting for stopped fighting for me. And that's the part that hurts, not the whispers or the shame, Not the people switching sides before they even know my name, It's remembering the girl who'd fall asleep on my chest, vocal bullets penertrate my vest And wondering if any of those moments were ever real cos at times I struggle to feel Hook Now I'm sitting with memories like they're evidence bags, Trying to sort through the wreckage while I'm waving white flags, And every photograph feels like a witness statement, To a version of our story that I can't seem to make fit. You said forever, I believed every word that you said, Now forever feels like a ghost living inside of my head, And I keep asking myself how love turned into this, But your accusations caused me to slit my wrists But the answer disappears every time I get close to it. but i wish I could expose this bitch shes nothing more than witch got trauma running deep everytime I try to sleep i fucking twitch feel like im in a simulation everything's a fucking glitch Verse 2 See, the hardest thing ain't anger, it's the questions that remain, It's carrying around a thousand thoughts I can't explain, It's hearing your voice in every silence of the night, Knowing I'd still miss you even after all the fights. That's toxic, ain't it? Missing somebody that broke you, Still defending their name while they act like they don't know you, Still remembering birthdays, favourite songs, little things, While your heart's hanging by a thread and your mind's losing strings. People say move on, like it's flipping a switch, Like you can erase years of your life without a twitch, But every street got a memory, every song got a scar, And every scar's a reminder of who we really are. So I'm writing these bars not for sympathy or pity, Just trying to build a map through a mind that's looking gritty, Trying to find the old me underneath all this pain,
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Look, You ever love somebody so much you'd bleed just to keep 'em alive? Then wake up one morning and barely recognise your own life? That's where I'm at, staring at a mirror asking who's that, carrying the weight of a new fact. Used to tell me I was home, tell me I was your safe place, Now my name tastes different every time it's said in your space, And I'm pacing, replaying conversations in my head, Trying to find the exact moment that the love between us bled. now im out my bed at 4 in the morning wishing I was dead See, I would've crossed oceans just to watch you smile once, Now I'm drowning in emotions while you're acting like I'm someone I wasn't, Maybe I missed the signs, maybe I was too blind to see, That the person I was fighting for stopped fighting for me. And that's the part that hurts, not the whispers or the shame, Not the people switching sides before they even know my name, It's remembering the girl who'd fall asleep on my chest, vocal bullets penertrate my vest And wondering if any of those moments were ever real cos at times I struggle to feel Hook Now I'm sitting with memories like they're evidence bags, Trying to sort through the wreckage while I'm waving white flags, And every photograph feels like a witness statement, To a version of our story that I can't seem to make fit. You said forever, I believed every word that you said, Now forever feels like a ghost living inside of my head, And I keep asking myself how love turned into this, But your accusations caused me to slit my wrists But the answer disappears every time I get close to it. but i wish I could expose this bitch shes nothing more than witch got trauma running deep everytime I try to sleep i fucking twitch feel like im in a simulation everything's a fucking glitch Verse 2 See, the hardest thing ain't anger, it's the questions that remain, It's carrying around a thousand thoughts I can't explain, It's hearing your voice in every silence of the night, Knowing I'd still miss you even after all the fights. That's toxic, ain't it? Missing somebody that broke you, Still defending their name while they act like they don't know you, Still remembering birthdays, favourite songs, little things, While your heart's hanging by a thread and your mind's losing strings. People say move on, like it's flipping a switch, Like you can erase years of your life without a twitch, But every street got a memory, every song got a scar, And every scar's a reminder of who we really are. So I'm writing these bars not for sympathy or pity, Just trying to build a map through a mind that's looking gritty, Trying to find the old me underneath all this pain,
G.O.A.T. 🐐