Negative thoughts

In the silence, where the fears collide Critics in my mind, they don't go outside, Got a seat in the bleachers, afraid to play, Living in my head, it's a heavy ballet. Thoughts fall like autumn leaves to the ground, Whispers of doubt in a lost sound. Every "what if" fwels like a mountain I climb, Echoes of anxiety, dancing with time. Negative thoughts, they paint my dream gray, Chasing the light,but it fades away. Searching for hope in a world full of hate, Trying to escape from my own mental state, Oh, these chains feel tight, Negative thoughts, taking away my fight. Locked in a battle,the war's in my chest, Every heartbeat's a challenge, can't get no rest. Sunlight peeking,but I'm stuck in the shade, Building up walls,my own barricade. Every time I smile, it's a mask that I wear, Hiding or flight, guess I chose to freeze, Searching for solace, begging for peace. Negative thoughts,they paint my dreams gray, Chasing the light,but it fades away. Searching for hope in a world full of hate, Trying to escape from my own mental state. Oh, these chains feel tight, Negative thoughts, taking away my fight. But I'll rise from ashes, the fire ignites, Learning to dance with my internal flights. Every scar a reminder,every tear a lesson, Finding my voice in this feeling of oppression. Negative thoughts, they won't steal my light, Chasing my dreams, I'll win this fight. Searching for a solace in a chaotic space, Breaking the chains, I'll find my own grace.