I can't do this anymore

Take a look into my eyes Notice that I'm not alright It's not that I wanna die I just don't wanna be alive Cause pain like this ain't easy When you're fighting on your own And there's a million reasons Why I can't do this anymore I don't wanna die I just don't wanna live Finally made a choice that I'm calling it quits Everyday's battle I'm breaking inside I'm sorry that I left without saying goodbye Let me explain I tried like everything Therapy and prescriptions but I still felt the same I gave it weeks, months and even years But no matter what I did I'd end up downing in my tears so I'm done Take a look into my eyes Notice that I'm not alright It's not that I wanna die I just don't wanna be alive Cause pain like this ain't easy When you're fighting on your own And there's a million reasons Why I can't do this anymore