i don't know why im living bitch im living for you

i don't know why im living bitch im living for you I don't know how I'm living for you and i dont know what im doing but I did it for you and I don't know why i did it but i did for you i take a sniff it makes my brain numb lay in my bed stare at the ceiling watch the pain gone i look out the window and rain gone got thoughts swearving out the lane yuh im doing drungs to ease my brian unil the pain gone i cant deal with all this pain dog i live with all ways that iv fucked up i dont want to be here bitch im fucked up i woke up again i threw up again i dismissed my friends i wanna die again so i get high again hoping i die again my friend