Ranger
I am my own worst enemy I'm not even a friend to me I keep going on with this life so recklessly I don't know why life keeps on testing me I just want some peace of mind and some clarity keeping my morals values and integrity l have alot on my mind im in a dangerous place. Please excuse me while I self medicate my chest is getting heavy I might suffocate my fuse is gettin too short it's about to detonate it will be to late if you hesitate so don't make the same mistakes that I did in the end of it all I can't run from my past I can't see my future either shit just keeps getting deeper and deeper I sit here watching the time pass me by seconds turn into minutes into hours hours into days days into weeks weeks into months months into years it just disappears my life is spiraling out of controI don't know who i am anymore I'm a stranger to myself and everyone else in it is this the beginning of a tr.agic ending or the start of a beautiful beginning I guess we will never know now will we. I I Take it all away, Take me away to a place faraway where my demons can play I need to convey with myself on how to slay or tame this dragon I coming back with the head dragging or the tail wagging either way its going to happen you can't captain a ship if you don't have one to captain my life is spiraling out of control and it's time to take action im the captain of this wagon so fasten your belt these are the cards I've been dealt , gotta play the game like everyone else I live my life how I want to I have no regrets I've hurt people for less not giving a fuck im grabbing traction and im skiddin across the gravel I've been up shits creek without a paddle and seen plenty of snakes in the grass with no rattles ive won and lost some battles but in the end I'm gonna win the war so when your ready I'm ready settle the score my demons keep knocking at the door and I don't know how long I can keep em away and all I know is that one day it will be OK but that days not today the game will never change it will change your life and I hope you can survive cause it will take it all away in the blink of an eye. so why do i keep doing the things I'm doing im a bad influence dont let me talk you into it got to take the bad with the good I've been judged nd misunderstood nobody knew it but I was falling apart I felt it right from start couldnt move fast enough to outrun the dark and that light in the distance is the furthest its ever been since I fell off wagon again I'm only human we all make mistakes in the end you can't take it with ya wherever that is its just material shit But guess what I can grab it throw it the bucket and say fuck it and keep trucking I'm gonna reach out and grab life hold it so tight like i never had it I never really did cause I'm an addict but here lately I've been having some bad habits just want another hit get lit until it feels like my head gonna split but life is to short to be short with yourself. It's like walking down a path with noway back Lost in the sands of time. Shit I'm lost in the mind of myself and i forget by about everyone else. im getting closer to the edge I dont know what it is anxiety depression ma am agging me on why not waste the time that we got it's already borrowed ain't none of us gauranteed we even gonna wake tomorrow. I've seen life and I seen death and the life of a warrior short lived 8 can't beleive he blew off his own lid damn bro I miss you for real wtf was you thinking. Everyday it feels likke my circle keeps shrinking and deeper I go the further get in a ocean of sharks fyou reaching out your hand towards the light at the end tunnel my life everyday is hustle I try to stay humble the old me is still picking up the peices of the puzzle I'm so high right now im seeing doubles staring at the bottom of the barrel without a care like im on top of the world and nobody can fucking reach me. Part#2 So fuck it pull the trigger and make this happen cause you can't be a captain of the ship if you ain't got one to captain better start acting fast and start subtraction all the distractions change all the negative into positive actions then start seeing how all the people around you start acting You had your hand out for help and nobody grabbed it but both your hands have someone in em pulling them back to the surface versus feeling worthless and not having a purpose why do I keep on getting these urges to do the things I do in surges don't beleive in the Bible or even in the churches it's all made up to control the numbers I didn't stutter when I said it and I will never regret it for as long as I am on this planet I was brought into this earth I didn't plan it it wasn't even an option why do I feel so full of toxic and everyone else is doing awesome I can't even get fucking flower to blossom. I might as well just say fuck it and play possum and when they least expect it toss a can of gas at it and commit arson. oh wait I already done it fuck it that's only one of the many if I had a penny for evertime I was disappointed I woud have plenty well close to infinity or somewhere in the vicinity. I ain't looking for any sympathy from nobody I still have my dignity not all of you can say the same you just never got caught and I bet you never seen a squad like I got. It might not be alot to yall My boys are here by choice they can't be bought we will end you like dot at the end of the sentence so keep your fucking distance if you an existence or you might need permanent assistance wiping your ass while I'm on expeditions taking prescriptions along with other provisions I never listened growing up and I wish I would have done things differently but it is what it is and does what it does you can judge me all you want but guess what I don't give a fuck and if you think I do your head must be stuck pretty snug into them cheeks. I'm gonna do me and be myself fuck everyone else. I ain't here to impress you and if you don't like it let's address the issue don't let me catch ya in the rearview you might just acccidently get discontinued and erased off of the venue so go back to where it is that you come from
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I am my own worst enemy I'm not even a friend to me I keep going on with this life so recklessly I don't know why life keeps on testing me I just want some peace of mind and some clarity keeping my morals values and integrity l have alot on my mind im in a dangerous place. Please excuse me while I self medicate my chest is getting heavy I might suffocate my fuse is gettin too short it's about to detonate it will be to late if you hesitate so don't make the same mistakes that I did in the end of it all I can't run from my past I can't see my future either shit just keeps getting deeper and deeper I sit here watching the time pass me by seconds turn into minutes into hours hours into days days into weeks weeks into months months into years it just disappears my life is spiraling out of controI don't know who i am anymore I'm a stranger to myself and everyone else in it is this the beginning of a tr.agic ending or the start of a beautiful beginning I guess we will never know now will we. I I Take it all away, Take me away to a place faraway where my demons can play I need to convey with myself on how to slay or tame this dragon I coming back with the head dragging or the tail wagging either way its going to happen you can't captain a ship if you don't have one to captain my life is spiraling out of control and it's time to take action im the captain of this wagon so fasten your belt these are the cards I've been dealt , gotta play the game like everyone else I live my life how I want to I have no regrets I've hurt people for less not giving a fuck im grabbing traction and im skiddin across the gravel I've been up shits creek without a paddle and seen plenty of snakes in the grass with no rattles ive won and lost some battles but in the end I'm gonna win the war so when your ready I'm ready settle the score my demons keep knocking at the door and I don't know how long I can keep em away and all I know is that one day it will be OK but that days not today the game will never change it will change your life and I hope you can survive cause it will take it all away in the blink of an eye. so why do i keep doing the things I'm doing im a bad influence dont let me talk you into it got to take the bad with the good I've been judged nd misunderstood nobody knew it but I was falling apart I felt it right from start couldnt move fast enough to outrun the dark and that light in the distance is the furthest its ever been since I fell off wagon again I'm only human we all make mistakes in the end you can't take it with ya wherever that is its just material shit But guess what I can grab it throw it the bucket and say fuck it and keep trucking I'm gonna reach out and grab life hold it so tight like i never had it I never really did cause I'm an addict but here lately I've been having some bad habits just want another hit get lit until it feels like my head gonna split but life is to short to be short with yourself. It's like walking down a path with noway back Lost in the sands of time. Shit I'm lost in the mind of myself and i forget by about everyone else. im getting closer to the edge I dont know what it is anxiety depression ma am agging me on why not waste the time that we got it's already borrowed ain't none of us gauranteed we even gonna wake tomorrow. I've seen life and I seen death and the life of a warrior short lived 8 can't beleive he blew off his own lid damn bro I miss you for real wtf was you thinking. Everyday it feels likke my circle keeps shrinking and deeper I go the further get in a ocean of sharks fyou reaching out your hand towards the light at the end tunnel my life everyday is hustle I try to stay humble the old me is still picking up the peices of the puzzle I'm so high right now im seeing doubles staring at the bottom of the barrel without a care like im on top of the world and nobody can fucking reach me. Part#2 So fuck it pull the trigger and make this happen cause you can't be a captain of the ship if you ain't got one to captain better start acting fast and start subtraction all the distractions change all the negative into positive actions then start seeing how all the people around you start acting You had your hand out for help and nobody grabbed it but both your hands have someone in em pulling them back to the surface versus feeling worthless and not having a purpose why do I keep on getting these urges to do the things I do in surges don't beleive in the Bible or even in the churches it's all made up to control the numbers I didn't stutter when I said it and I will never regret it for as long as I am on this planet I was brought into this earth I didn't plan it it wasn't even an option why do I feel so full of toxic and everyone else is doing awesome I can't even get fucking flower to blossom. I might as well just say fuck it and play possum and when they least expect it toss a can of gas at it and commit arson. oh wait I already done it fuck it that's only one of the many if I had a penny for evertime I was disappointed I woud have plenty well close to infinity or somewhere in the vicinity. I ain't looking for any sympathy from nobody I still have my dignity not all of you can say the same you just never got caught and I bet you never seen a squad like I got. It might not be alot to yall My boys are here by choice they can't be bought we will end you like dot at the end of the sentence so keep your fucking distance if you an existence or you might need permanent assistance wiping your ass while I'm on expeditions taking prescriptions along with other provisions I never listened growing up and I wish I would have done things differently but it is what it is and does what it does you can judge me all you want but guess what I don't give a fuck and if you think I do your head must be stuck pretty snug into them cheeks. I'm gonna do me and be myself fuck everyone else. I ain't here to impress you and if you don't like it let's address the issue don't let me catch ya in the rearview you might just acccidently get discontinued and erased off of the venue so go back to where it is that you come from
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