missing gma bastin

guarantee lifes gonna be harder with out u here we were the tree you provided are seed and water like only u can so strong some things were not ment to understand thaughts of are family an the weight from all the struggles u carried for us threw the years never picking sides always speaking ur mind its hard to take a breath these tears drownding the small joys iv collected threw the years these growing pains distracted and disassembled knowing when i reach out ill no longer feel ur hand lost again sinking fast in my hour glass of sand faceing down the clock a sleepless night as i struggle to be content trying to except its part of gods plan as this chaptercomes to an end im clutching the steering wheel so tight as my mind nplays tricks how easily i could lose grip im over whelmed by un replaceable tears now filling my eyes cornerd in its fight or flight hard loseing an angel over night do my best to smile an grit my teeth u were unic in every way hear u say wipe ur eyes and get the task done u have to except theres aline we all fallow and one day that timer will stop on u every pplrejection that cuts deep is a lesson were scared we bleed but once that wounds an theres no more segragation for beliving in me trust ing what u said stand for me always be real even if it cost everything wise words time has away of healing un mended seems ill be striving for brighter days th if as ough ur physicaly gone ill remember the times we shared rip to the queen ill see u in my dreams its hard to belive rip gramma bastin ill meet u under the trees in a field so we can watch the sun rise as far as these eyes can see