Nightmare diary
#Nightmarediary @codevenus #McCP'ssongs #collaboration Verse 1 I grew up in a room where the silence felt violent Where nobody asked questions we just learned to stay quiet Every wall got memories still stuck inside the paint And every smile I wore outside was coverin’ the pain Mama thought I was fine ‘cause I laughed at the table But deep down I was breakin’ in ways I couldn’t label Started writin’ these emotions in a notebook at night Like if I turned pain into lyrics maybe things’d turn right Then the years got darker started lockin’ my door Friends outside livin’ life I ain’t seen ‘em no more Just me, headphones, and a mirror I was scared to face Tryna outrun depression while it walked in place I watched time disappear like smoke in the air Twelve years of my life vanished inside that nightmare And the worst part about it? Man, nobody could tell ‘Cause I learned how to hide all my wounds way too well Chorus These walls know every secret I was scared to say Every night another part of me just fades away I tried to bury pain but it was never dead Now I write nightmares inside my head And every page got tears somewhere between the lines Every scar still bleeds when I revisit old times I smile outside while I’m broken deep instead Still fightin’ nightmares inside my head Verse 2 Then addiction came disguised as a little bit of peace First hit felt like the noise inside my brain decreased Like somebody finally turned the pressure down a bit But every time I used I dug a deeper hole with it Days blurred together I stopped countin’ what was real Only time I felt alive was when I couldn’t feel Curtains always closed sunlight never touched the floor Every person that I loved slowly walked out the door I became a ghost inside the city I was raised in Watchin’ everybody grow while my whole life was cave-in Friends got careers, kids, relationships and homes I was twenty-somethin’ lost gettin’ high alone And music was the only thing that still reached my soul So I grabbed a microphone instead of losin’ control Started bleedin’ on these beats every night in my room Turnin’ pain into a voice while surrounded by doom Chorus These walls know every secret I was scared to say Every night another part of me just fades away I tried to bury pain but it was never dead Now I write nightmares inside my head And every page got tears somewhere between the lines Every scar still bleeds when I revisit old times I smile outside while I’m broken deep instead Still fightin’ nightmares inside my head Outro Sometimes I wonder if those years are really gone Or if a part of me still lives in every broken song ‘Cause even now when darkness crawls inside my chest I still hear them nightmares whisperin’ I ain’t escaped yet
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#Nightmarediary @codevenus #McCP'ssongs #collaboration Verse 1 I grew up in a room where the silence felt violent Where nobody asked questions we just learned to stay quiet Every wall got memories still stuck inside the paint And every smile I wore outside was coverin’ the pain Mama thought I was fine ‘cause I laughed at the table But deep down I was breakin’ in ways I couldn’t label Started writin’ these emotions in a notebook at night Like if I turned pain into lyrics maybe things’d turn right Then the years got darker started lockin’ my door Friends outside livin’ life I ain’t seen ‘em no more Just me, headphones, and a mirror I was scared to face Tryna outrun depression while it walked in place I watched time disappear like smoke in the air Twelve years of my life vanished inside that nightmare And the worst part about it? Man, nobody could tell ‘Cause I learned how to hide all my wounds way too well Chorus These walls know every secret I was scared to say Every night another part of me just fades away I tried to bury pain but it was never dead Now I write nightmares inside my head And every page got tears somewhere between the lines Every scar still bleeds when I revisit old times I smile outside while I’m broken deep instead Still fightin’ nightmares inside my head Verse 2 Then addiction came disguised as a little bit of peace First hit felt like the noise inside my brain decreased Like somebody finally turned the pressure down a bit But every time I used I dug a deeper hole with it Days blurred together I stopped countin’ what was real Only time I felt alive was when I couldn’t feel Curtains always closed sunlight never touched the floor Every person that I loved slowly walked out the door I became a ghost inside the city I was raised in Watchin’ everybody grow while my whole life was cave-in Friends got careers, kids, relationships and homes I was twenty-somethin’ lost gettin’ high alone And music was the only thing that still reached my soul So I grabbed a microphone instead of losin’ control Started bleedin’ on these beats every night in my room Turnin’ pain into a voice while surrounded by doom Chorus These walls know every secret I was scared to say Every night another part of me just fades away I tried to bury pain but it was never dead Now I write nightmares inside my head And every page got tears somewhere between the lines Every scar still bleeds when I revisit old times I smile outside while I’m broken deep instead Still fightin’ nightmares inside my head Outro Sometimes I wonder if those years are really gone Or if a part of me still lives in every broken song ‘Cause even now when darkness crawls inside my chest I still hear them nightmares whisperin’ I ain’t escaped yet
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Respect 🤜🤛 Straightenin’ 👌 Slatt 💯 Featured ✊🏻 Bars: Perfect 💯 Delivery: Perfect 💯 Impression: Perfect 💯
Quel est le nom du beat ? Et tu as un bon flow et une bonne interprétation ? Tu fais des refrains pour d'autres ? (original: whats the beats Name? and good flow and delivery do you make hooks for others?) Bars: Great 🎉 Delivery: Dope 🔥 Impression: Perfect 💯
Bonne connexion les gars !!! Bon son !
Paroles puissantes et magnifiques 💎 (original: Amazing 💎 sterke lirics) Bars: Perfect 💯 Delivery: Perfect 💯 Impression: Perfect 💯
Fiya 🚀 WOW ⚡ Bombe 💣 gg og bro good vibes good flow good slid good busy damn bro Respect YOU 🙏 🫡 💯 🙌 👌 💪 🙏 (original: Fiya 🚀 WOW ⚡ Bomb 💣 gg og bro good vibes good flow good slid good busy damn bro Respect YOU 🙏 🫡 💯 🙌 👌 💪 🙏) Bars: Perfect 💯 Delivery: Perfect 💯 Impression: Perfect 💯
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Magnifique 🤩 Straightenin’ 👌 💎🫡🙏🏻
Bomb 💣
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Bars: Dope 🔥 Impression: Dope 🔥