Struggle

sitting up to close, hands on my head, wishing i was dead, in a fucked up situation I laid my bed Knew I shouldn't have fell for her had them summer eyes, caught a nigga by surprise Now you telling lies, look into my fucking eyes. Rebel soul, devil road stab me in my throat, it's to the point where I wanna give up I'm thirsty for blood careful approaching me I'll fill wit you lust, delusional love Amd negative traits I done had enough Test of patience, and Greed, look at my evil deeds, she say, tough life i was lead astray memories ceased, in the jail I go Released, my heart feel old, cold struck wit a blade uh Pick up the blunt Smoke the pain away And maybe soon, my troublez will fade But in reality, they here to stay Having fun, just drinking wit my peeps Put away the piece, living in peace Thug life till i die, nigga That's just me I was deep in the streets Hard life to beat Mamma on these drugs, chasing ecstasy my sister getting fucked in these cars Red i see, so I pulled up on one, got my glock out, and pointed at this mothfuckin scum, said to sis, go ahead and run, then I let off two shots in his whip, tossed the gun in the bush, jumped the fence, then hopped in a whip Changed my outfit, then got a new blick, turned the lights on then, I followed her home Crept in the bush, and waited for her to leave, peeped the phone and the knife she had. Heard the phone ring, looked down the street, strained my eyes, there go a Caddalic, she get to steeping back All I see is masks, two niggas one glock, shit went hella fast, hit one nigga in his arm, and the next one in the chest Then I turned around to see, my sis in distress, hugged her tight, then ran away Into the night Next day, woke up, the sun was beaming on my face. Opened the door, two officers in blue stood in my way, they said: "Come with us, for a moment okay?" Then the rest, just played out this way