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#4AM_mz.fam3 Four AM... and you're tearing the house apart again. Looking for your cash, looking for your keys. Accusing me of trying to ruin your life. You tell me you love me... then you tell me to wait. Wait for the money. Wait for the bills. Wait for you to change. I'm done waiting." Clock ticks on the bedroom wall. Four AM and you’re screaming down the hall. Shadows moving in your mind. Looking for a fight you want to find. Accusing me of taking your keys and your cash. Turning our whole life into trash. You say you love me, then the paranoia peaks. We haven't slept in days, we haven't slept in weeks. You think I’m trying to take you down. Sabotaging everything you built in this town. But it’s the shadow in the mirror that you fear. And I’m tired of playing victim to the monster in here. Wait. That’s all you ever say to me. Wait. For the money that I'll never see. Wait for the bills to get paid. Wait for the fixes to be made. But my clock is running out of time. And your promises ain’t worth a dime. Yeah, you tell me to wait. But I don't know why I can't walk away. We swear we are done then we stay another day. "Too busy working" but the wallet is dry. Leaving me alone just to sit here and cry. You blame me for everything going so wrong. But I am done singing your terrible song. You call me a trap and you call me a curse. While you make the reality worse and then worse. I gave you my heart but you threw it away. And there is nothing left for you to say. You think I’m trying to take you down. Sabotaging everything you built in this town. But it’s the shadow in the mirror that you fear. And I’m tired of playing victim to the monster in here. I didn't touch your keys, I didn't take your cash. I'm just the one left standing in the crash. You call it sabotage, you call it a game. But you're just a narcissist shifting the blame. I want to walk away, I want to break free. But the cycle keeps pulling right back on me. I'm caught in the middle of the love and the lies. Staring at the paranoia in your eyes. Wait! That’s all you ever say to me. Wait! For the person that you'll never be. Wait for the bills to get paid. Wait for the fixes to be made. But my clock is running out of time. And your promises ain’t worth a dime. Yeah, you tell me to wait. But I don't know why I can't walk away. We swear we are done then we stay another day. No more waiting on a ghost. No more saving what hurts me most. Breaking the loop tonight. Gotta make my own future bright. @zzreactionzz @rap_fame_arteam @rapfam

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