lachar

Lachaar > Ya Rakib hai kya? Main likhna chahta bahut khoob, Main sunana chahta bahut khoob. Ye waves mujhe dooba nahi payengi, Ye shehar mujhe chhupa nahi payengi, Ye buri lat ek din tujhe kaat khayegi. Haan main lachar, Abbu ne bola “banega doctor”, Par main better fankaar, Seh sakta atyachaar, Woh kadam rakhne se pehle hi gaye haar. Woh apna banne aaye jaise mujhe nahi pata, Woh dhule hue kis doodh se, sabka asli chehra dikhta. Mera ek hi khuda, Tum insaano ko kyun poojte? Jab padhte ho “jal hai jeevan”, Toh kyun trust karte janwaron ke moot pe? Tu sawaal pooch kabhi khud se, Subah jaldi uth, pata chale sukoon kise. Woh baat karne aaye, Par niyat mein unke khot, Unke saaye mein basne gaye the, Lekin unhone diye chot. Woh wafaa ki baat karein jaise khud bewafa nahi, Main unhe pehchaan gaya tha, bas maine kaha nahi. Woh sach ke thekedaar bane phirte bazaaron mein, Par khud bik jaate thode se clout aur sitaaron mein. Tum kehte “insaaniyat”, phir dil kyun todte ho? Agar mohabbat ibaadat hai toh sirf body kyun dhoondte ho? Woh roshni ki baat kare dark sheher mein, Khud gumrah phirte rahe nafraton ke safar mein. Tu kehta sabr kar, toh kitna aur sehna hai? Yahan har apna chehra pehne fake sa gehna hai. Woh paas aaye jaise saath forever denge, Zarurat khatam hui toh yaadon mein poison denge. Tum bolte “rishte dil se”, phir matlab kyun rakhte? Agar saaf ho niyat toh hidden parde kyun rakhte? Woh dard poochne aaye the tamasha dekhne, Main hans diya unpar bas khud ko sametne. Tu mandir bhi jaata hai, tu masjid bhi jaata hai, Phir ek gareeb ke aansu dekh ke kyun muskuraata hai? Woh bolte “bhool ja purani baatein”, Par zakhm yaad rehte jaise adhuri mulaaqaatein. Main khamosh raha toh samjhe mujhe kamzor, Unhe kya pata silence mein chhupa hota kitna shor. Woh kehte “duniya pyaar se chalti”, Phir har doosra insaan yahan matlab se kyun milta? Tum waqt ko paisa bolte every day, Phir maa ke saath baithne ka waqt kyun nahi? say. Woh gale milke bhi dil mein nafrat rakhte, Yahan log smile karke bhi saazish rakhte. Tu khud ko dhoond kabhi bheed se nikal ke, Bohot log zinda hain bas andar se mar ke. I was broken inside but still said “I’m fine”, Fake smile on my face while pain crossed every line. They only love you jab tu jeet raha game, Haarte hi switch kar dete tera naam aur frame. Maine lonely nights mein khud ko rebuild kiya, Har ek deep scar ko bars mein seal kiya. Dil mein pressure, aankhon mein sleepless nights, Par kalam meri loaded jaise lyrical fights. Mujhe neecha dikhake khud ko upar samjhe, Par mera silence bhi unke liye thunder ban gaye. I turned all my pain into powerful art, Ab har ek line seedha lagti dil aur heart. Bhai waqt se bada koi ustad nahi hota, Aur jo khud pe yaqeen kho de woh azaad nahi hota. Main lachar zaroor tha, par loser kabhi nahi, Jo aaj bhi khada hai matlab toot ke bikhra nahi. Rate krr