only so many years..... mad hatter's....

relentless. this world and it's impossibilities. with life only allowing so many years. it seems like you must Rush. to become the best that you may be. when really. the ones who test the time. how do you feel on the inside. great or fine. lost and confused. out of place or abused. sad and lonely. every goddamn one of them feelings should feel great to you. they're all lessons learned. feelings you don't get when you're dead emotions hot flashes sickness and perfect health. blessed if your alive to experience them. the future is untold and the past is written. only the ones that have life still left in them. are left to remember. the lives and the legends that have passed. celebration of life. and an absolutely remembrance of those who found death. cuz believe it or not we should be expecting it someday too. maybe we should look forward and plan ahead. for that day of dread. it possibly could be our final rest is something we can't avoid so we shouldn't be scared of. so why fear the inevitable. might as well make it something to look forward to. and prepare for that day. see too that your family knows that you love them. and wish them to move on happily with their lives when you are gone. live happy to pay respect. and when you bow your head to say a prayer in respect. remembrance of one soul is the one thing you got left. amen rip my friends. and my beloved Isabella. rip Isabella.....................