THERAPY

alright so now that your here do you mind letting me know some of the thoughts that are in your head right now? like right now? yeah right now. uhh ok. yeah some of the thoughts that are there are simple fighting between tortoise and heirs but honestly its suffocation from air i cant even tell you whats happened up there i feel unneeded unfound unseen im sorry if it seems like im making a scene (right) but im trying not to breakdown and fall on my knees because I know that i really need a release but im not sure what to do to find that life i feel like unforgiving tendencies are at night whenever im outside talking to the light and the simple pain i know appears right infront of me done with these i cant rerun with peace i know that undersea something i cant complete but if i did would I become happy (hmm ok i see whats going on have you tried just relaxing or talking to family members or friends or just maybe eating at a place you like?) uhh no. havent had the energy or reason to try anything that could actually help me in the long run stupidity the humility the intimacy (ability) its a symphony but the rythym is infinite when im sipping my dignity and system is ridden when you stop giving its killing its winning their missing were sitting still and being filled with lies and mind hits thoughts and pills of pain and dread and hate and ill (ok we've made progress but im gonna need more soon however ive run out of time today so same time next week? uhh sure.