Referential Prison
As a little kid learning the world and all of life It broke my little mind didn’t wanna stay alive I kept asking why, why why why why, saying I just wanna die. I tried, many many fucking times, I won’t lie I was mad that i survived. I wanted to tell the world goodbye When I got older I held the same pain, but at this time I was tryna find a way To pass away and actually go away. I wished for a fucking place of nothing, where I could chill and stay. Kept searching kept asking why, i knew I had to leave this place. What’d I find? The opposite of what was okay. I saw it all unify, there was no empty plane. I saw the multiverse of every infinite state, I thought that was really reality, infinitely infinite existing planes. I went insane, I was trapped inside forced to stay, I couldn’t get away, suicide was off the plate , so I broke my brain I stopped caring about what others say, I lived life my own way, but through that I became lonely, and had to cope the only way i knew that was actually okay. I said what I had in my brain including my pain, i formalized everything and filtered through the misreads, the multiverse wasn’t needed for existence to exist even, it was all referentially united, we are the memories of our instances other life are who you once was. I still couldn’t take my life cuz it didn’t make anything better than it already was. But I also couldn’t leave cuz I held something that could help them, so I was stuck inside of living but once I share it and it’s proven you can bet your ass you know what I’m doing. I am moving my life to the past With all of these demons I know that I wouldn’t last I wanna help this world It’s what it truly deserves Every person on this earth Does not deserve to be hurt When will we learn That when we start a fire it’s the same earth that burns We are a referential being, the global picture is continuity a moving liquid of life and biology, fluidly finding stability inside of local individuality, species aren’t objectivity, neither is local identity, we are crystallizations of a total existing complexity I solved my suicide, I can die in peace Taking my life will be a relief
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As a little kid learning the world and all of life It broke my little mind didn’t wanna stay alive I kept asking why, why why why why, saying I just wanna die. I tried, many many fucking times, I won’t lie I was mad that i survived. I wanted to tell the world goodbye When I got older I held the same pain, but at this time I was tryna find a way To pass away and actually go away. I wished for a fucking place of nothing, where I could chill and stay. Kept searching kept asking why, i knew I had to leave this place. What’d I find? The opposite of what was okay. I saw it all unify, there was no empty plane. I saw the multiverse of every infinite state, I thought that was really reality, infinitely infinite existing planes. I went insane, I was trapped inside forced to stay, I couldn’t get away, suicide was off the plate , so I broke my brain I stopped caring about what others say, I lived life my own way, but through that I became lonely, and had to cope the only way i knew that was actually okay. I said what I had in my brain including my pain, i formalized everything and filtered through the misreads, the multiverse wasn’t needed for existence to exist even, it was all referentially united, we are the memories of our instances other life are who you once was. I still couldn’t take my life cuz it didn’t make anything better than it already was. But I also couldn’t leave cuz I held something that could help them, so I was stuck inside of living but once I share it and it’s proven you can bet your ass you know what I’m doing. I am moving my life to the past With all of these demons I know that I wouldn’t last I wanna help this world It’s what it truly deserves Every person on this earth Does not deserve to be hurt When will we learn That when we start a fire it’s the same earth that burns We are a referential being, the global picture is continuity a moving liquid of life and biology, fluidly finding stability inside of local individuality, species aren’t objectivity, neither is local identity, we are crystallizations of a total existing complexity I solved my suicide, I can die in peace Taking my life will be a relief
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