I solved my suicide

I solved my suicide Been locked inside of life I now can fly I’m allowed to finally die Things are starting to align Things falling into place just right What I’m conjuring up in my mind Will let me peacefully commit suicide Ill help all life, so that when I die the world will be alright I’m On the precipice of something epic bitch, what’s my impression bitch, is it a lasting message, it’s all sent from the abyss Far deep into the depths of the darkness Reflected severance of existence away from its sacredness. There’s Too much of a distance between all our greatness and what breaks us We caving in, we can’t sustain this, like we can’t persist, there is something that is giving in, it’s so dangerous, it’s gonna harm all citizens, it’s us taking the hit. Somethings gotta shift And I’m here to start that shit, opening a passage, we can resist their corruption just listen to this. What I’m doing is unprecedented, holy fucking shit My life oh my, I never wanted to ever be alive I hated what happened to humankind and all other life, all the pain and suffering thats been felt trillions of times shattering my entire mind Woah where can I go When I exist around the whole globe I exist beyond my own dome, I am literally everyone that I do and don’t know Oh what do I know. Oh I don’t know, just the fucking unification of everything I found that shit through empathy not academic intelligence, just a deep sense of unity and a heart driven to find true peace for all beings, i mean it, like literally i deeply care about the bugs and plants, i cry if i break a branch Im in torturous pain but i wont change my stance I didnt know what i held was grand, now im gasping for air hoping someone takes it out my hands. So I can stand back on land, but matter of fact after all of that, it all goes according to plan, I jump back in and I’ll let out a laugh, I’ll drown alone at the bottom in the pitch black, I’ll stay in the past, I hope i die fast. This is my existential task. I hope that my positive influence will actually last I don’t wanna be here I wish I could disappear Life is what I fear A bullet to make my mind clear Oh dear oh dear My Death is coming up in like about a year I put it all together and saw it then I started to cheer I won’t even have do it to myself if I were to be real I gotta plan that my enemies will adhere to It is rael oops I don’t need to be the one to actually shoot I see the devil from up ontop of the roof I see you but I will not move. Please Do what I want you to do I beg of you. Pull the trigger and see what it’ll do, quadruple my magnitude, I will live on no matter what you do because I am bullet proof Fly away fly away Far from this place Distributing of my impact it will spread across the whole damn world, people hundreds of years from now will look back at this current world, and theyll say that I was one of the final pieces to cause humanity’s tides to turn. It’s not a position that I think I earn, it’s historical precedence that I’ve learned, they will silence my words cuz they know what they are worth, but all of the people that they can’t burn, will be the ones who’ll do the work, they are the tides that are about to turn. Because its the future that we all deserve I will save the world then save my soul by putting myself in the crosshairs and letting go, is it destined I don’t know, but I don’t think I am ever coming back home. I’ll die and be left alone while I decay into only dust and bone, it’s okay it’s for every single person so, It’s best of both worlds, my place of nothing and peace all over the globe I won’t see the world heal but it’s okay cuz I already know it will. I won’t feel the ethereal field that will emerge when the holes are filled I look up at the night sky and I cry cuz I think about all the young innocent eyes that have stared at these stars hoping to survive, hoping for help, wanting love but getting hurt, all of the life that has died under this very sky. No space of mind to walk this line I couldn’t take my life cuz the world won’t change. So I’ll change life on earth then kill myself the very next day. I’ll rest in peace knowing that things will be okay